DARK FLOWER

-10- Abandon

One Week Later ~

Do you think after giving a punishment to his love, Will Kook be happy ?

No. He isn't. He felt guilty over his anger issues. The anger which frequently turns him into a beast. He drank his bottle of alcohol like drinking one cup of water.

He felt ashamed to see himself in the mirror. He went to apologise to her many times. She didn't forgive him instead she lashed out, broke down.

He even gave her food to eat, water to drink. She refused to eat and drink. Her health was getting deteriorated day by day, and the point to look was, She is in periods.

If she doesn't take care of her health properly, then she might faint anytime. Due to her decline in devouring food and water, Kook too didn't drink and eat unless she does.

Here he was drinking the alcohol and making his health change to a bad condition. He slapped himself and cursed his hand which made him slap his love's face.

He once went on to check her. The room was dark. He didn't hear any voice of hers nor sobbing sound. Pin drop silence was filled in the whole room. He switched on the light.

She was sleeping. But it didn't seem like sleeping. He took her in his lap and patted her cheek to wake up. No sign of her waking up.
His heart raced at this moment.

JK : W-Wake u-up l-love. P-Please.
(Crying)

He admitted her in the hospital to. The doctor examined her body. And came out of the room to give the results.

Doctor : She is alright sir. She hasn't eaten anything and her body is dehydrated. If this persists, then her body would become totally weak. She will become a skeleton. Please take care of her. Buy these given tablets in the prescription.

"Because of me she is in this state.
If I was not that angry nor gave her a complicated punishment. She wouldn't have been in this condition" He cursed and blamed himself. He hurried and went inside and knelt down seeing his love.

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JK 🖤

I took her hand in mine. I traced the red mark, the hard slap which
I gave her due to my anger issues.
I leaned on her stomach and sobbed as much as possible.

JK : Sorry love ! Sorry. I became a cause for your state. I have went beyond my limits. My furiousness doesn't have a limit. I shouldn't have did something like that.
I know you won't forgive me. But please don't push me away from you. (She was hearing everything, but kept her eyes closed)

Then suddenly I fell off the chair.
I rubbed my butt and was expressionless on seeing RM Hyung.

RM : You shit ! If you're a Mafia it doesn't mean you have rights to beat everyone and hurt your loved ones too. Think of once and see, You forcefully kidnapped her, forcefully caged her. What good had you did to her ? Was she happy with you all these days ? Did she accepted your love whole heartedly ? No. She didn't do any of it. Then why you're hurting her you fool, idiot. I wanna break your face, but I can't. Since you're my cousin, I am leaving you. If you weren't my cousin, then I would break your face into pieces. (Shouts)

The only person I am scared of was my Hyung. The only person whom I loved and trusted enough to reveal something was my Hyung. Today he scolded for all my deeds, I realised everything. As a Mafia and a human all the mistakes I did, He clearly clarified.

I feel embarassed of myself. I feel
I am no use to live in this world.
As my love said, she doesn't want me. I wanna go somewhere, torture myself and die. Why should
I survive in a world, Where my loved ones aren't liking me back ?

I thought of everything when RM Hyung was taking care of his little sister, Jannat. She opened her eyes and saw Hyung but not me.
He was consoling her, I should be the one to console her but I don't deserve any of this.

JK : H-Hyung (Stutter)

RM : Don't call me Hyung. You already lost all your rights to call me as your hyung. I am only brother to my sister not to you.

JK : Are you abandoning me ? Are you gonna leave just like how my parents and my siblings left me ?

Suddenly my past hit me. I couldn't control, I went to the terrace to let out all my feelings.