A torture that breaks and distorts my mind
Every calorie carefully chosen
Written in a journal
Everything i've eaten since 6th grade
No breakfast
Running out the door a weight in my stomach
No lunch
Drinking a monster
10 more calories than I need
Vaping in the bathroom
Dinner
Dreaded dinner
I have to sit and eat with my family
No excuses
Work it off after dinner
Do I go there
Do I sit on the floor racking my lungs
I can feel the fat settle on my bones
Crying myself to sleep
Repeat
