Paranoid/ Y.J.N x L.M.H

8

"Jeongin told me left some of his books at our home,and he wants them back today if possible,they are in a bag and he said when you come to his house to leave them next to the couch."

"Fine by me,i can do that."

AFTER SCHOOL
Jeongin is in his room but he's home alone.

"I only went once to therapy and that was yesterday but i just already feel bad...i fucking hate being paranoid,only if i didn't open that chainmail i would've been fine...well me trying to get run over by a car didn't work but i think i know an easier way.

⚠️SH⚠️
Jeongin opens his drawer seeing a mirror he smashes it, grabbing a shard and rolling his sleeve up. He is relieved that he locked his door.

Jeongin starts making lines on his arm absentmindedly,tears rolling down his eyes, remembering that one comment he got from Felix on one of his photos.

"He was right that it would be better if i died..."Jeongin is so in thought with cutting till he realizes what he did seeing a huge amount of blood.

"Ff--uck.....i need to call for help...but i don't want to burden."And by that statement he faints.

Giselle arrives in front of the house, knocking on the door. But she doesn't hear an answer,so she uses the doorbell,still no answer. Giselle furrows her eyebrows.

"How is this possible,Minho said that Jeongin is home..."Giselle now tries again,still no answer. "Well i got no choice."Giselle starts to desperately knock and ring but still no answer.

"I am getting genuinely worried...oh wait..the living room window is open."

"I don't want to get caught for breaking and entering or something like that but there is clearly no answer."She slowly goes inside through the window,as she walks over to the couch placing the bag with books next to it. "Jeongin is upstairs,so i will go to him thanking,Minho said his room has a studio ghibli poster on the outside."
Giselle walks up to his room knocking.

"Hey it's me Giselle,i would like to thank you for the books,can i enter?Jeongin?Jeongin....?"No answer. "Fuck the door is locked,can you please unlock the door?"Still no answer at all.
Jeongin slowly tries to get up but because of all the pain his body hits the ground with a loud thud.

Giselle on the other side of the door flinches at the thud. "FUCK,I KNOW I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BUT I WILL HAVE TO BARGE IN."And as that said,Giselle puts her hands on the doorknob and one foot on the door, managing to open the door.

Normally she isn't a weak hearted person but the sight of seeing Jeongin laying in a pool of blood with a pale expression makes her stomach turn.

"Minho is going to fucking murder me..."Without second thoughts she takes her hoodie off placing it on the bleeding arm,as she takes her phone from her pocket dialing the emergency number.

"Hello,911 what's your emergency?"

"Hh--i,my bbrr--others friend..."Now she is currently in tears but still manages to tell the needed information.

Later the emergency team manages to get inside, quickly placing Jeongin on the stretcher.

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"Mind telling me what happened? You don't have to."The paramedic next to Giselle asks who notices her expression.

"Well i lent some books that the best friend of my brother gave me,and today i gave them back,so i first knocked,no answer,i rang the doorbell,still no answer and then i just decided to do a combination of both,still nothing happened,mind you,he was home alone.I then noticed an open window,i didn't want to get caught but i had no choice,after i got in,i placed the bag with books in it next to the couch so then i went upstairs,i knocked on his door and he still didn't answer,after so many attempts i heard a loud thud, because of that i had no choice but to barge in. Normally im not faint hearted but the sight of Jeongin made me almost vomit,then i started trying to stop the bleeding with my hoodie and in the meanwhile i called to the emergency."

"I think my brother Minho would murder me...and if he wouldn't it would be Jeongin his sister,i shouldn't have let it happen, it's over for me when he hears the news..."

"They aren't going to kill you... that's not going to happen,trust me
"The paramedic places a hand on her back.

"But... nevermind,i hope Jeongin will have a quick recovery..."

LATER AT THE HOSPITAL
Giselle is sitting outside waiting for news,as she anxiously went to contacts and pressed Minho's number.

"Hiii,how are youuu?"Minho's soft voice is heard not being aware what he will be told next.

"Minho,i know you might fucking kill me...but...i am at the hospital because Jeongin self harmed to the point it went too far..."
His smile drops faster than the light.

"WHAT?! NONONONONO, I'LL BE THER SOON."And as that he hamgs up. Giselle is doubting whether she would call his siblings too,but one way or another they would find out anyways. So she decided to call Ryujin.

"Hey it's me you know? Jeongin is in the hospital because of selfharm , it's okay if you're going to fucking kill me but please come."

"WHAT?!"Chan who is standing next to her gets snapped out of his trances because of her voice.

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Minho runs into Giselle her arms sobbing. She hugged him tightly, wiping his tears.

"Im a hh--orr--ibb--le ff--rr--iend..."

"You aren't a horrible one,trust me,i was sick to my stomach seeing his body laying there,he didn't answer the door at all...and i thought you would murder me for not caring about him.."Giselle notices Minho's crying became softer.

"Sis,you know i wouldn't do that, it's not your fault, it's noones fault in this situation."

"WE ARRIVED,HAVE YOU RECEIVED ANY NEWS ABOUT HIM YET?!"Ryujin and Chan are panting like crazy.

"Not yet,and I thought that if Minho wouldn't fucking kill me,that you would but I wouldn't be scared."

"Don't say that.... let's just hope for Jeongin to get better."

The doctor walks out of his room.

"How is he doing?..."Chan asks with pure worry.

"He will have to stay here for a week,longer if the situation gets worse,you can see him now."The doctor motions for the teens to his room and as that they enter the room shutting door behind them.