just in love with you

The day which I can't forget!!

Hey it's tani and I am leading this story.It is as usual like a normal daily life we all the school students are living . Morning coming to school and at evening leaving the school to come back again tomorrow to do the same shit. Anyway I would say my school time doesn't goes that pretty well I don't have a good look or being a topper in class maybe lower than average. I mean I don't do anything taking drugs, having relationship or having a big group of friends I wasn't even living properly in my school. The same shit I was doing till I reach my class 7th grade and boom! Here what happens as a normal teenager we always get attracted and God damn I was also I never thought so something would happen to me but in my bad luck or say because of my poor eyesight I liked someone for 4 years. That's a hard to tell now let me say my myself that time I was a old dark skinned short girl with a thin brown hair and always wearing a cap to hide myself and about the popularity ufff!! Non of a boy didn't even talk to me properly but I don't care .
My classmate at that time there were a big fashioned students and you can't believe even the topper or most top students were fashionable one. In my area people with bright and fair skin and big eyes I mean Indian vibe but the skin has to be fair. I mean like what who is going to be that fucking perfect. That shit words always kill me and the most of my overthinking was about my grade in my school ,students with top grade were really popular and amazing we consider. That shit sucks huh! And those who are baddies are also popular in my school class can u even imagine I wasn't good in any like - I don't study well , I wasn't even a baddie, I wasn't even a beautiful girl and most of hurting part is I did have friends who only use me as there fucking assistant. My days were getting more worse as because my own teacher of other subjects treat me invisible we all say the school treat you equally and equality is most important they always say and teach me that but fuck this they only say but never do like what they say!!! and most hurting is to judging students through there grade which I am already stressed . That's was all the hecking life of school I was living but I never complained or never speak back or even tell my parents obviously don't want to make them sad for my this small things which I was suffering. Till the middle of summer a something I never expected or never thought I was having a feelings in myself cause I already imagined myself emotion less girl. Here comes a boy named ( Ben ) I mean firstly I wasn't interested but I heard lot of girls in my class talking about him and how he was handsome and cool. The Frist impression was I was going up from stairs to my class and a boy said side give some space to leave!how rude right but that was my first time seeing him he got the most amazing brown eyes that directly touched my heart. I am that type of person who fall for eyes. Then after a month I didn't saw him then later at the beginning of autumn season things got changed now I saw him regularly and amazingly having that special eye contact with me . I don't have a hope of thinking about him because later I got to know some information about him that !! He was a big player !!!!!
Uff...hate to even say!