Cancerian Serenity Soup Soul (Female! Reader X Brother Conflicts)

Chapter One

A/N: Hello my fellow friends, followers, and readers. This chapter will contain sarcasm, profanity, cringy jokes, slight fluff, and some stuff that could trigger you. Just be aware because I probably made some uncomfortable scenes like bullying, suicidal thoughts or other triggering stuff. The picture is not mine, credit to the owner in the Deviantart (Skylar13). Also, this is my first time creating a Brother Conflict Fanfiction and Criticism would be appreciated (as long as it was not rude).

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 First-Person Point of View:

It has been such a long time since my father, my brothers and myself got over everything that happened and moved along with our lives and it was hard for us. It feels like it was just a bad dream that we can get over it once we woke up from our slumber but it wasn't. We already knew what we saw back at that time and tears could not stop flowing from our eyes like a waterfall.

Dad has been miserable but he keeps that strong mask forever when he was spending his time together with us with that gentle smile of his. I always want to make my father happy but I don't know how, I'm not much of someone who can express my emotion easily as my brothers do. In fact, I feel like my brother does cheer our father better than I do, especially since they are younger and still a kid in their heart.

My (E/C) eye colour keeps glancing at the certain familiar person that still sitting down on his leather chair with a cup of steaming hot black coffee on his table. In front of that old man, there is a large screen with a bright blue emitting from it, almost blinding my eyes from the brightness of it.

I was silent for a moment, watching my father focuses on the presentations that his manager gave to work on as well as a picture of a peculiar and beautiful woman with (H/C) eye colour with a pair of blue eyes. The woman inside the photo was smiling brightly like a sun, she was wearing a beautiful white gown with a veil that is lifted, and the woman with (H/C) hair colour was in our father's arms who also seems happy too.

I wanted to just walk up to him and wrap my arms around my father, telling him that everything is going to be okay and we are here for him, including our brothers Reiji and Ren. But it does not seem to be a good idea since he also tries to focus on his paper, it would distract him and he doesn't like it when someone is interrupting him. He wouldn't scream or throw things around when he was annoyed, he would give those cold stares that can make everyone's nape hair rise seeing the light in his eyes is gone.

I was just standing there mindlessly but keeps thinking of any ideas on how to put a smile on that old man's face until I can feel a lightbulb raise on my forehead, popping me an idea before I turn around and staggering across the hallway, leaving the old man and coming up to the kitchen. I might be not as fun as my brothers and able to make other people have a great day easier but I have my own way.

I almost slip and fall on my bottom but my hand holding onto the closest which is the chair, fingers wrapped around the handle with both of my knees buckled. Pushing myself from the ground and dusting off any dirt on my pants, my eyes landed on the counter of the kitchen and the refrigerator as my head began planning to make one of our father's favourite food.

Walking up to the fridge, I open up both of the doors and my eyes scan some leftover meats and vegetables I can use, there were some ingredients that I don't have and forgot to buy at the marketplace. My eyes land on the beef slices that were bought yesterday as well as diced carrots, diced onions, peas, and some potatoes that anyone hasn't touched outside of the fridge.