Never lose your heart to a hawthorne

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*Y/n's POV*

"You, smart girl. Are most beautiful person in the world." My boyfriend, Jameson, said to me. We were flirt-talking before this and being way too close to each other.

I smiled at him, and he leaned down and kissed me, i kissed back, then i realized we were in the corridor and the window was open, a paparazzi could be watching us.

"Let's go into my room." I whispered to him.

"Sure."

"You are an even better kisser than emily." He said when we entered my wing.

"What?" I , pulling away from him.

I was taken back at that, when had he kissed emily? How did he even get to? He was dating me. And Emily was the girl i dislike most.

"Hey, i dont mean it that way." He said, conscious of what he had done.

"When did you kiss Emily?" I asked.

"Last month, at school, when there was a party, I was drunk." He paused, then took a deep breath. "And we did a bit more than kissing." How could he even maintain a cool face?

"I should've known." That wasn't directed at the fact that he kissed Emily, but how i should have known that he was a player, that he wasn't serious about me. Now I was the one with the poker face. I trusted him, I thought he would be different. But that trust has already been broken.

"I'm sorry, Y/n, I really am." If he was anyone else, he would've sounded gentle, or maybe even actually sorry, but i knew him, he never apologized, and he was not even the least bit gentle. I stepped away from him, wanting to be as far away from this boy as much as i can. I knew he loved playing, and i also knew he could be unfaithful, but i still couldn't help falling fpr him. Now i will not make that mistake again.

"You always are sorry, Jameson Hawthorne. I will not bend to your will ever again." I was hurt, but hurt turned into bitterness, anger, and hate. He thought i would crumble, that I would forgive him. I will not give him the satisfaction. Instead, i stayed still, and I threw away all emotions that builded up in me.

"Alisa was right" I said, my eyes stung, but I won't cry, not for him. "Never rush into things with a Hawthorne."

"Y/n, we've been dating for a year now, you know I would never do that on purpose."

"And i trusted you in keeping that promise." I have made my decision now. I will never get myself involved with Jameson Hawthorne again unless necessary.

"Please walk out of my wing," I said. "I advise you not to speak to me right now." That wasn't an offer, it was an order. And i willed him to follow. He didn't ask why, he just walked out, quietly, without a word. And I vowed to my self "Don't lose your heart to a Hawthorne ever again."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*Author's note*
I added that song cuz i think it fits their relationship lmao. And this is just the first part, so follow to finish this! Also, this is my first story so i might be a little too excited but 23 reads in one night? That's crazy.

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