EVERYTHING HAS TO END II

J. Oxygen

SAICEY DE JULES POV

Surprised to saw that i have a pov here???

Either am i.

My feet has owned mind, and start walking outside her rv, following her sister, jamaica.

I sighed!

So the rumours aren't true??

Ma'am Jamaica is not her girlfriend?? Its her sister?? Step sister!!

I was hurt that time when i saw them on ayden's condo!!

Hurt! That i wasn't enough for her.

I felt betrayed that she did amazing, to other girl.

But that time i know i dont have a rights to be jealous, were not in a relationship!!

But at the same time!! She told me she love me, but that scene prove to me that she doesn't love me. And all she want to me, is my body!!

But now?!

Now!!

I know everything. I felt stupid for not hearing her out.

Now??

She has a girlfriend!!

A real girlfriend??

Just 1 year and you already have a girlfriend??

No!!

But why i felt na thats impossible!!??

I know she still love me!!

She was jealous earlier when some guy tried to dance with me, she even pulled me towards her.

And i saw how her eyes change when i told her 'i love him'

I know she still love me.

I immediately composed my self, i need to talk to her!!

I walked back to her rv, but once i was on the door my body frozed!!

The door was opened showing them, kissing!!

My heart tighten!! Here i am again, my claustrophobic feeling.

I felt Suffocating!! My oxygen!! Is already have a girlfriend, now?? They even kissing.

Like the reality telling me!! That im already nothing for her.

The day i dont want to come, is here!! Im just nothing for her.

Im just part of her past!! And never will be her present or future.

And that shipping hurt me!!

My tears was non stop flowing.

Di pa ba sila tapos?? I felt im already here for almost an hour watching them kissing, pero until now di pa din sila nag hihiwalay.

I felt someone pulled me from that scene, she's dragging me somewhere, and im letting her.

I don't have the strength to fight back.

My world is falling into pieces!!

And she's the only one who can fixed it!! But now?? I know she's someone else property!! And she will never gonna fixed my broken heart.

She let me in, on the passenger seat, before she entered the driver seat.

I immediately wiped my tears. Not a good place to cry.

I heard she started the engine, and start to drive

"bakit ka umiiyak while watching them? Mahal mo ba yung kapatid ko??" - she suddenly asked