She made me to look at her, kaya i did.
"Im really sorry baby girl, di ko din alam na hahalikan nya ako, nagtataka nga ako kung bakit kung ano ano sinasabi nya sa akin" - she said
I know she's telling the truth, i can see it on her eyes.
"So you dont know what she's talking about??" - i confusingly asked
She nodded, agreeing!
"Ahmm, no. May sinasabi sya about giving her virginity, ang nagtataka ako kasi she's not naman" - she confusingly said
She furrowed her eyebrow, like she's thinking something
W-wait!!
Did she just said?? Na di na virgin si mikaela?!
"she's not virgin??" - i asked, trying na buohin yung salita ko, because i know every second i can broke down na
"yes -" she said
And that snap me out, lumabas na yung luha ko, na i didn't even know im holding it.
Her mind was somewhere, she's in deep on her thought like she's thinking something
"S-shes not??? Did you take it ayden?!! When?!! B-bakit mo kinuha" - i said while sobbing
When she heard my voice, she immediately looked at me, i can see how surprised she is
She immediately cupped my face, and wiped my tears.
"tell me!! Why did you take it?!? Am i not enough?! I always telling you naman na you can take mine. Im willing baby, but why yung sakanya pa? O-or did you take it before? B-but you s-said?" - i asked but i stopped dahil sa sikip ng dib dib.
It hurts, na im not enough and the idea of her? Already take Mikaela's virginity. Was eating me alive.
I pushed her hand, but binalik nya din agad yung kamay nya sa mukha ko, cupping my face, and softly rubbing her thumb on my cheeks.
" don't cry baby girl, let me explained " - she said
I just looked at her, sinusubukang ihinto yung pag iyak ko. But I can't!!!
" let me explained baby girl, yes! she's not virgin -" she said
But she stopped from talking, and i know she's contemplating sa sasabihin nya
" you took it? When?! "-i asked but this time im mad
Bakit di nya masabi?!
Did she cheat on me while may something kami?!
Or maybe before akong bumalik??
Naguguluhan ako!!
"Before i met her pa shes not virgin na saicey" - she blurted out
I furrowed my eyebrow
W-what??
She extremely inhale and look at me straight to my eyes
"ganito kasi yan baby girl, i met her sa bar, habang nag wowork ako, i didnt actually met her, but she caught my attention -" - she said
Caught her attention?!!
"She caught your attention?!! Why?! Is she that beautiful on your eyes ha?!!!! Is she good seducer?!" - i madly asked
I dont know where i got the nerve to get mad at her. But naasar ako!!
I know na i have a fault, i hurt her. But im just scared to face the reality, na im not the only girl she's attracted too!!
And now i realized something!!
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