♡Acceptance <3♡

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Sia's POV:

I make it home walking along the path. His face doesn't leave my small head. I don't know what's wrong with me. I pull out my phone and text Alisha, not that she would respond because she's busy reading. I ring the doorbell and my mom answers.

"Hello sweetheart, how was school?" I hear her strained voice.
"It was amazing mom."
"2 days of school and someone seems stressed but happy." She grabs the flour and starts making dinner.
"What's for dinner" not me trying to divert the topic...
"Pasta and garlic bread."
"Ok ima go to my room and freshen up."

I dump my stupid bag on my desk emptying all the textbooks. We need none of that. I grab my phone and to my surprise Alisha responded.

Text:
"Hi" - Sia
"Hello" - Alisha
"If you blush at someone do you like them?"- Sia
"Huh?!" - Alisha
"Bitch just respond" - Sia
"Yeah ig... you kinda like them?" - Alisha
"Srsly?" - Sia
"Tf do you think im serious?! Goddam bro Istg if your in love" - Alisha
"Bitch your a whole mood rn. No I'm not in love."
"Alr- bye ima go read" - Alisha
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Tf is wrong with her. Either something is going in her brain, or she's just being the nerdy ass she is.

(Next day at school)

"Hi junmo" I say as I feel millions of eyes looking at me. Like my soul is open to all
"Why are you so pale?" He says as he clears his throat
"Oh no it's nothing, I'm just scared bye everyone here."
"I know it's not pleasant. So your introverted after all?"
"Ambivert ig..."

I slowly remember how Alisha explained me all categories in middle school, introvert, ambivert, extrovert. Then i recalled how she used to have goofy crushes which looked ugly as fuck. That made me cringe and scrunch my face for a quick millisecond.

"Sia?! Bitch where tf you lost?"
"You cuss?!" I exclaim. He seems like the nice innocent person...
"Yea, of course I do. Almost everyone does these days. We use it immaturely but yea."
"Goddam, now I can cuss"
"What was stopping you from cussing in front of me?"
"I- idk?" My voice Fades as I ponder.

Why didn't I cuss in front of him? What's stopping me from cussing at him? I mean...?

(A week later) I'm sorry for the huge timeskip yall.

"BAHAHAHA- JUNMO FUCK YOU"
"AYO 🤨📸"
"Shut your Sussy Ass up" I say
"Ok, ok. Can you open my bag to get my phone?"
"Sure" This was the first time I did this with him

I slowly unzipped his backpack and looked for his phone. I found it but accidentally noticed a small piece of paper fall out too. I pick it up and zip the whole bag.

"Here's your phone and.. what's this?"
"Open it, I have a bunch of shit in my bag."

I unfold the paper and see it's a photo of this cute Korean guy.

"Is that you?! Without your mask?" I ask in excitement.
"Oh... yea"
"Nice, nice. You look cute..." shit. Wtf did I just say to him. I did not.
"I know I'm a hottie."
"Dam that much self love I could never..."
"Your really hot too you know"

My face went pale then red. I can't with myself. BUT HOW DID HE CALL ME HOT?! LIKE WHAT!? And why is it such a big deal to me...

"Anyways I have to go junmo, need to go home!"
"Alright goodbye see you on Monday"

He walks off and I look at him until he's gone. I think and walk home about what just happened with me. I make it home and I realize that it's just my sister at home. My parents must have went out to the grocery store or something. My sister is in college and her name is Shreya. She barely gives a fuck about me or whatever cause 'sHe'S sO bUsY iN wOrk'.

I sit on the couch and thoughts overwhelm me. I go through all the memories of me and Junmo. How we shared things, our roasts, the gifts we gave for being friends for one week. Everything spiraled me and hit me so hard in the head.

I opened my closet and changed my clothes into shorts, and a short sleeve shirt. I noticed my sister doing work. I sat down on my desk and took out a calligraphy marker from my bag. I had created a series of names of people I can't live without. There I slowly added the name 'Jingle bells'.

I sighed and grabbed my phone and I texted Alisha.

Text:
"Hi" - Sia
"I think..." -Sia
"I like him." -Sia

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