Obsessive Lover? || Beeduo AU || (discontinued)

Chapter eight - Option three - Revenge

TW's: Screaming, yelling, blood, weapons, death, su!c!de
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*Ranboos pov*

So that's what happened?

He just left..?

Does he think he can just leave?
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I clicked on Wilbur's contact

*ring ring*

"Hello?"
"Hey Wilbur."
"Oh, Ranboo! What do you need?"
"Could you give me a ride to ******* park?"
"Uh, sure? I'll be there in a few."
"Alright, thanks, sorry to bother you."
"It's not problem."

*hangs up*

[20 minutes later]

Wilbur pulled up in his.. car? It didn't look like a car, it looked more like a bus-car thing.

I got in and we drove in awkward silence with Lovejoy playing on the radio.

(here's the song :>)

"You can call me what you like, as long as you call me, then you can kiss the skin from my lips if it makes you feel good~ I'm not sure if you want it, I'm not sure if you need me too"

Those were the only lyrics i remembered. (haha L ranboo only remembered one part)

After Wilbur stopped at the park, I got out as quick as possible but also politely so I didn't seem rude, waved to him and he drove away.

I put on my playlist, the first song that came on was 'Say my Name' by suisside.

(here's the song if you wanna listen, it's super good)

"And I never grew the guts to say how I feel, take it all just take it all where did you learn to steal? I come in peace, I have a gun, I caught a thrill, say my name! Oh hi again my only friend, I've come to see you instead of them to ask you why you feel this way?"

I hummed to it as I reached into my bag for a pocket knife I carried on me.

I wasn't thinking at all, I just pulled it out and my feet started dragging me somewhere, I immediately recognized where I was going..

Tubbo's house.

Why did I want to go to Tubbo's house..?

And with a.. knife?

Surely I didn't want to hurt him, I would NEVER hurt him. I would kill anyone who hurt him.. but..

why do I feel like.. I would enjoy it?

I stopped myself and stood in the middle of the grassy area of the park, staring at the knife.

Did I seriously want to hurt Tubbo..?

I didn't notice until a moment later that I had began walking again.