Moon Talks

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Dear Moon,

Have you ever been so sad about something that you start crying just in the midst of doing some tiny, everyday thing?

Even when there's people around?

Because you can't hold in your sadness anymore. And then when some looks at you, you automatically avoid eye contact and stop crying and continue to act like everything is normal. You go back to doing your everyday thing, while your heart is breaking inside your chest. And you just know if you looked anyone in the eye in that exact moment, you would lose it. So instead of breaking down, you say something mean as a defense mechanism, to show everyone that you are strong and nothing is eating you alive.
Even though it's the only thing running through your head, every second of everyday.
But you couldn't share it with anyone because no one has a clue of the pain you're going through, and no one ever will.