TO FAIL SO FLAWLESSLY

here's the thing

I can't run from this, can I?
I know what I must do, and
I must make peace with my
past. For me, and not for anyone

else. I started seeing things
I couldn't un-see. I took an oath
before understanding what I
was undertaking it for.

Here's the thing about fear:
if the only reason you are
holding onto someone or
something is out of fear,
I don't think they ever cared much anyways.

If you fear so much that
someone is going to reject
you that it forces you to
feel the need to hide who you really are,
that someone never had your best interest in heart.

At least, in the way that I think
maybe you secretly were hoping they were.
Want to die a slow death?
That's how you do it.

I make a new oath.
If they don't like you, let them go.