Love me, hate me. | Wenclair (Discontinued)

The night before

[this is the night before break. Wednesday and enid dont know each others feelings yet.]

Wednesday pov
           Tonight is the night we leave before summer break. I weirdly dont want to leave. And i think its because of my colorful wolf roommate. If i gotta be completely honest. Ive loved her for quite sometime now. But there is no way she could love me. Nobody loves me. I scare everyone away. And i will keep it that way in order to not hurt anyone, especially her. As much as i wish to be with her. It wont work. She will never like me the way i like her. There isn't even anything to like about me. We are polar opposites.
              I start to pack. After last semester it was hard to leave. But i wanted to. I came back this year to realize how much i loved her. I want to be around her. And with her.
               I finish packing and decide to go on a walk. Maybe to the cemetery. Ive always loved it there. It reminds me of home. I can get my feelings out. It's currently noon ill have enough time to spend sometime at the cemetery before my writing time. I grab my diary and head for the door.
                "Oh weds, where are you going? I thought you left tomorrow." Enid asks. I Dont understand why shes worried.
                 "Why does it matter sinclair? And dont call me that." I say with my normal mono tone voice. I say that i hate that name. But i secretly love it. I love how she cares about me. It makes me happy, brings spiders to my stomach. But she doesn't need to know that.
                  "Because "Addams"  i care about you. What if something happens. What do i do then?" She says sarcastically. Especially on the Addams part. I contemplate telling her. I havent told a soul about the graveyard. Its none if their business. I decide to tell her. Shes right, as much as i hate to admit it.
                   "For your information enid, im going to the cemetery to clear my head. Is that all?" I say slightly annoyed.
                    "Oh can i come?" The wolf asks. I truly wasn't expecting that. Now that i think about it. Her and ajax had a rough patch and took a break. Maybe sharing this moment with her will show her that im not like him.
                     I fake sigh as i say "get your shoes on." She proceeds to put on her shoes. Quite happily. Maybe she does like me. Who am i kidding.. who would like me. I grab my bag that thing sits in and walk out the door.
                     We exit the gates to nevermore as i feel something brush against my hand. I ignore it thinking its the wind. It continues till we are almost to our destination. I look down to see its enid attempting to hold my hand. I blush as i grab her hand. I try to hide it but i think she noticed.

Enids pov
                   My heart is racing. I didn't think she would actually let me come with, let alone hold her hand. I keep staring at her beauty. How can someoen be this gorgeous? We make it to the graveyard and i notice shes blushing. I dont like anything scary but she makes me feel safe. I love her.
                     We sit down and she just stares at nothing. I cant help but watch her. Shes so pretty. I want to tell her but she wont love me back.
                     "I didn't bring you here so you could just stare at me." She says, turning to look at me. Tonight is beautiful. Maybe i should say something. Its our last night together for awhile. What could it hurt?
                      "I- um, s-sorry. You're j- just so pretty.." i mumble but she hears it. She slowly turns to look at me again. Her eyes are so dark. I could get lost in them. The black hole that i would gladly be sucked into.
                     "Y'know Enid, you're the first person to ever come with me here. I dont just bring anyone here. I bring- i bring people i love.." she confesses. Did she just day what i think she just said? My heart is racing. I start to lean in closer to her. Looking from her dark eyes so her soft lips. She follows as she leans in. Our lips slowly connect and it feels like fireworks bursting in my heart. Our lips fit together like missing puzzle pieces. We move in sync. I slowly pull back ti take a breath.
                         "Wed-weds i-i've loved you since last semester. You liked Tyler. I didn't want to hurt you. I didn't say anything. I love you Wednesday Addams." I say confessing everything.
                           "I love you too enid sinclair. I have for awhile now. Ajax is the stupidest man alive to think he can treat you like he did. I will never treat you like that. I love you E." She says still staring deep into my eyes.
                            "This may be to soon, but i need to know. This is our last night together after all. Will you be my girlfriend?" I ask hoping she will say yes.
                            "Nothing would make me happier my dear. I only ask one thing." She continues, "i know your mother is not the best so i suppose you havent came out yet. But neither have i, and i would like to keep it that way. I dont want a soul to know. Not yet. Im not ready.."
                            "Please, i was already planning that." I teased. "Can i tell Yoko?"
                            "Yes, but she needs to keep it a secret. How about i come visit you next week at your home?" Wednesday adds.
                            "Please do." I say, leaning in to kiss her again. She gives in and kisses me back.
                            We head back to nevermore. I decide ill text Yoko in the morning. Tonight is just me and Wednesday.

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