Freen Sarocha Chankimha and Rebecca Patricia Armstrong has been a loveteam for a year now, meeting in a workshop and was paired together as a side couple in a popular series Secret Crush on You.
They are now walking into a new path as the main char...
There's alot of people here in the office the actors, the staffs, the designers, the makeup artists, and all of the people that is involve in making this series. However as of this moment i dont even feel their presence and i dont even hear them anymore I (with my pounding like a drum heartbeat) was too focus on the position me and Freen is currently in.
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Freen's eyes are always expressive, whenever she's angry, sad or happy i can always see it in her eyes. But as of this moment i dont even know what she's thinking or what she's feeling. as for me? i hope she doesnt see that i, in this moment is very nervous, nervous because she might hear the loud pounding of my heart.
Our proximity is too close and i feel like this will be the death of me, but reading the script and knowing the future scenes of this series i know to myself that i need to stay strong because this is just the beginning.
"CUT" When i heard Chen's voice i can't help myself but exhale, i didnt even know i was holding my breath for that scene.
When i look at Freen she avoided eye contact and i didnt know why. But i didnt ask and let it slip my mind, were currently at work and i only have a few hours of sleep, i need to rest if i can or else my body will punish me.
When i sat on the sofa again waiting for our next scene, Freen sat beside me
"Are you okay becky?" I nodded
"Do you want another coffee? it seems like the coffee i made was not strong enough for Miss Armstrong"
"you and your jokes Sarocha" i smiled at her
"Good! i finally made you smile like that" She said, sounding so proud of herself
"Thank you, i promised to smile more from now on"
"We only have two more scenes left, we'll do good so that we dont have to retake and then you can rest, okay?" she lightly squeeze my shoulder.
such a small gesture but gave me a lot of strength and comfort
--- AFTER TAPING ---
"We'll go now, this little one is almost out of battery" I heard Freen said to the people and drag me to her car
"bb lets go grab some meal first, you havent eaten anything solid today"
i was about to protest but she immediately cut me off
"no buts, i understand youre super sleepy right now but i can't sleep at night knowing you havent eaten a proper meal today plus i dont want Mom to be mad at me for not taking care of her princess"
"Are you really worried or are you just afraid of Mom" i joked and nudge her
She laughed "Maybe both? just kidding"
"I want sushi" i sleepily said
"alright, alright we'll get your sushi princess" she said while opening the door for me
After getting the order, I ate the sushi while she's driving and both of us are listening to soft and calm songs
"no more quizzes for the next two weeks right?" Freen asked
"Yes, this was the last one before we have a week break of school"
"Good, you can get enough sleep. you made me so worried today"
"I will be fine babe, dont be too worried i'm an armstrong remember" i said trying to lighten the mood, i dont want her to worry too much, i know she has alot of things to worry about
"So how is the process of buying the condo?" I saw her facial expression changed. Freen wanted to buy a condo near our company but she's too worried about her Mom. Freen's parents is not always on good terms because of her Dad who keeps on going in and out of their lives.
I always admire how strong Freen is, despite having a rough past and present she remained kind and beautiful inside out.
"I haven't decided about it yet, i want to but a part of me is worried for my Mom" she sighed.
"I understand babe, take your time in deciding, no need to force if you're not comfortable yet, okay?" i said holding her arm, she nods and smiled at me
"Thank you for always being here, i can't picture myself not having you in my life" I smiled
Dont worry Freen, i can't picture myself not having you in my life too, i thought and dozed off to sleep.
