May nakilala akong Guy sa Facebook, his name was Marvin. Cute siya, mabait, masarap kausap, and pag lasing siya gusto niyang maging dinosaur, pero since I met him di ko pa siya nakakausap ng masaya siya. I feel something wrong, na lahat ng nangyayare sa buhay niya ngayon kalungkot lungkot. I asked him to tell what the problem is. Kung bakit siya laging malungkot? Kung bakit hindi niya magawang tumawa ng totoo? Kung bakit kahit fake smile hindi niya maipakita? What's the problem? Then he answered. He asked me kung lahat na lang ba ng minamahal niya lalayuan, iiwan at sasaktan siya? Is he worth fighting for? and then i replied I asked him if he love his parents then he answered yes. I asked him again. Iniwan, nilayuan o sinaktan ka ba ng parents mo? Then he answered No. "Everybody is worth fighting for. Maybe kulang ka sa isang pagmamahal ng isang Girl, a girl who can show how much you mean to her. You'll have to wait for that, maybe this is not the right time for you to meet her. God has a plan. And maybe he wouldn't let you meet that girl your wishing for is because he has better plan to do for you. Hindi ka naman kasi niya bibigyan ng ganyang problem kung hindi mo kaya e. I'm here as a friend willing to help" I replied. "Thank you. Words of wisdom. By the way. Kamusta na kayo ni Jan?" He replied. "Okay naman kami Going strong kahit laging nagaaway, hindi pa rin namin kayang sukuan ang isa't isa" i replied.
Jan, he is the guy na pinakilala sakin ni Marvin. Mabait siya, sobrang sarap kausap, he makes me feel special everyday, he always makes me smile, he always show how much you mean to his life, he would do anything just to make you happy, he would risk his life para lang hindi ka mawala sakanya, he can show how much he loves you every second of everyday, he never fail to make me blush, he can admit and say sorry for what he have done, napakaseloso niya pero mahal na mahal na mahal ko siya.
Oh, I'm sorry i've never introduced myself. I'm Ofelia. I've never been good in introducing myself. Sabi nila selfless daw ako, yun bang i can risk my happiness para lang maging masaya mga mahal ko sa buhay? Sabi din nila nakakatakot daw ako kung magalit, para sakin kasi i'm just being real. Ayoko ng nakikipagplastikan. Kung ayaw ko sayo, then ayoko sayo. Mabait ako sa mabait, pero once na kinalaban mo ko, back off ka muna baka hindi mo kayanin. Everyone is afraid, oh, not everyone I guess. Takot sila tuwing nagagalit ako, hindi ako namamansin, kung mamansin man ako pabalang ako kung sumagot. I can walk out and leave you alone pag galit ako. I don't care kung kaano ano kita. Hindi naman ako namimisikal, mabait pa ko. I can't slap you infront of many people for doing such a bitch thing. I could kiss you. And tease all the time. Hanggang ikaw na ung mainis and fight back. So? Is it done? Are you satisfied sa pagpapakilala ko? I'm sorry for being like this. Let's Continue na lang.
Si Marvin kasi iniwan ng Girlfriend ng dahil sakin. Parehas kasi kaming lasing nun. Wala akong boyfriend, kaso siya may girlfriend. Hindi na namin alam kung ano pinaggagawa namin nun. He ask me if he could kiss me. Sa sobrang kalasingan i said yes. He kissed me at kung ano ano na nangyare. After that day, nalaman ng Girlfriend niya. Sinugod ako, and I try to explain everything. Galit na galit siya, and i'm just like "I'm really sorry for what we have done" She confronted Marvin. Marvin also tries to explain. We're so drunk that night. Hindi namin alam kung ano mga nangyayare. After several and paulit ulit na pagpapaliwanag. They end up broke. Marvin cried para bumalik sakanya Girlfriend niya but nothing happens. After nun, sinisi ko na sarili ko for all of that shit. And siguro sa sobrang pagsisi ko sa sarili ko. Naghanap ako ng makakaintindi sakin. Then yun na nga. Marvin introduced me to Jan. I fall for him dahil sa personalities na naipakita niya. He's the ideal man. Strict man minsan but I know he's just doing it because he cares and loves me.
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