I caugh you Liam [MTP Sherliam Fanfic]

Out of sight near the heart

[]Here is the rest of my fanfic!! This chapter may be quite long, but interesting, I hope you will like it ^^[]

Some time had passed since Sherlock left for South America with Billy. William had never been so sad and in bad shape. He blamed himself for letting Sherlock go, and regretting everything he had said, and everything he should have said at those times. Yet back then, when Sherlock was still with him, he couldn't be happy. He told himself that he didn't deserve it, that he had missed his life but that he had no right to waste Sherlock's! So he was reassured that Sherlock was gone, and didn't bother with him anymore, but he would have liked him to be there to reassure him during the lowest moments in his life.

[In William's apartment]

Will was lying in bed, his eyes almost closed, seeing only the light streaming through the open window. A small breeze of cool wind caressed her face. He seemed thinking, he was still replaying the scene from when Sherlock had left him that night.

William POV: I should have told him that!.. I shouldn't have let him go.. I shouldn't have! If I had had the courage, he would still be there! But it's too late now! What the hell.. You were reassured that he left, but you regret that he is no longer there! So why ?! Why can't you get over it?! Sherly said he was coming back, so why you worry?..

Will couldn't stand this apartment anymore, he couldn't stand this place that reminded him of Sherlock, he couldn't stand this city anymore, that it made him think of the failure of his life, he couldn't stand anything anymore! William would have just wanted to return to England, find these brothers, these friends, and start his life over again. But he could not. Not long since he hadn't seen Sherlock again and cleared things up with him. But in the meantime, he didn't know what to do, whether he should wait for him to come back (if he ever comes back?) or if he should go join him. But what would he do once in front of Sherlock? What will he tell her? Will didn't know. That's why he was doing nothing, lying around all day doing nothing, and slowly letting himself die. He didn't sleep, barely ate and spent most of his time lying in bed. The only thing that distracted him was these books, which could keep him occupied for several hours.

[Somewhere in South America]

Sherlock: Finally this long day is over..

Billy: Yes, thanks again for helping me Mister Ponytail!

Sherlock: You're welcome...

Billy: But tell me, don't you miss William-Kun ?

Sherlock: Well, let's say it's pretty complicated right now..

Billy didn't answer. He didn't want to bother Sherlock with that. He helps Billy solve the problems of a town caused by thugs. He was very knowledgeable, and he helped her a lot, but since they were still in Manathan, Sherlock still seemed distracted. As if something was on his mind, something too important for his eyes to focus on reality. And Billy seemed to have guessed what it was. That evening, they were both sitting around a fire, finishing their meals. Sherlock had his eyes riveted on the flames of the fire, he was somewhere else, it showed. He was deep in thought. And Billy knew that when it was like that, no one could get him out of those thoughts.

Billy: Are you worried about William-Kun's health? It's true that when we were in Manhattan you always mothered him! Are you worried about his health because he wasn't fully healed when we left?

Sherlock: Well, I'm more worried about his sanity. I know Liam, he must be looking for a way to atone for his past..

Sherlock POV: Will, I hope you are well.. I'm sorry for leaving you like this, when you're still so fragile. I am very worried about you and your health. Especially since I know that you are a head of mules and that you are capable of doing too much..And then I'm sure you're still thinking too much! I'm worried about your mental health.

[To Manhattan]

Today Will had finally decided to go out, he couldn't take it anymore to stay locked up between the four walls of his small room. To tell the truth, this apartment sickened him. He couldn't stay even an hour longer in this miserable place. And despite the fact that he was still weak, he grabbed his cane and his hat to go for a walk. He wandered the streets of Manhattan for a good hour, observing everything he saw and taking an interest in the smallest details. After a while, he was too exhausted to continue, so he sat down on the edge of a fountain to catch his breath. Will observe the people around him, rich and poor, men and women, children and old people, all seemed to live together wonderfully. Seeing that, it warmed his heart. After a few minutes he got up and continued his walk. He turned into a shopping street and saw a sobbing little girl standing in front of a store. He decided to go talk to her.

William: Are you lost? Where is your mother ? What about your father?

???: Can you stop talking to me like a child? Besides, I don't talk to strangers.

William: You are right. I will call a policeman.

???: No !! If you call him, my plan will fail!

William: What plan?

The little girl explained to him that she had come to Manhattan especially to buy a present for her mother, but that she had lost it. And then explained to her that she didn't want her mother to know, otherwise the surprise would be ruined. Will then explained to her that she was not the only one doing things in secret, that he too had gone out in secret, and that therefore he was going to help her look for her lost gift. They then introduced themselves to each other.

William: My name is William, I'll help you find it ^^

???: My name is Helena. Thank you for helping me.

William: Well, we two are currently friends.

Then they went in search of this famous lost gift. They surveyed all the shops where she had been before. They looked in many shops, but they couldn't find it. They sat down on a bench in a park, and Helena started to sob again;

Helena: We'll never find him! It's messed up !

William: No way! Nothing has ever lost!

Finally, Helena remembered the places where she could have forgotten him. Will took care of her foot, which had been bloody from walking, and hand in hand they headed for the carriage agency, where they found the famous gift!

Helena: William! THANKS !

William was very surprised by Helena's expression, and couldn't stop crying. William apologized.

William: Sorry if I surprised you. Lately I've been very sentimental to the point of crying very often..

Helena: Is that true? But I think sentimental men are amazing! "crybaby William" I like you!

Say Helena before getting on her train to go home. William smiled at her and waved goodbye. Then he slowly returned home. This meeting had given him a little strength to face these demons. As usual (once returned) he began to think again.

William POV: I hope you are well Sherly.. Enough! I can't live without you any longer! I'm coming for you, Sherlock!

TO BE CONTINUED