Cries, a hug, and a kiss.

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[]Heyy!! Here's another new chapter! This one is made up, and it's very romanticized XD It's happening while they're in New York. I hope you will like []

A few days had passed after Sherlock and Will had cleared up their current lives. They had moved into a new apartment much more comfortable than the old one, and they had agreed to help Billy in his work for the American government. Sherlock was very happy about this because he could now work full time with William. And that made him very happy. Sometimes accompanied by Billy, they solved cases together, and their incredible capacity for deduction and observation earned them many compliments. And for once, Will finally had the feeling of having found meaning in his life, and that the motivated. Especially since being at Sherlock's side helps him a lot.. Despite this, it very often happened that Will came to doubt himself.. In these moments he locked himself in his room to think.. He finished almost all the time by crying, even though he hates it.

William POV: Why am I still alive? After all do I really deserve to survive?.. Sherlock saved me, and now he treats me as his friend, and I'm very happy about that but why didn't he ever mention my criminal past? I am a.. a monster, a devil who has committed atrocities, and yet he forgave me as if nothing had happened.. Why Sherly? Why do you love a freak like me? I don't deserve you.. I know it.. But my feelings towards you are too strong, too strange!! I don't know what to do, there's no one to talk to...

Will had these kinds of thoughts very often. Normally, if he had been in London he would have talked about it to his big brother Albert, who would have reassured him and taken him in his arms. Or he would have talked about it to Louis who would have told him how great he was, but the... He was "alone"... At least he was too ashamed to go talk to Sherlock about this kind of problem...

The more days passed, the more William came to doubt himself. His new job, plus those sleepless nights of thinking about trying to reassure him that he was so tired. One morning when Will was still awake before Sherlock, there was no sound in the apartment. Sherlock who suspected a few things crept up to Will's room and knocked on his door. When no one answered he walked in, and found Will slumped over his desk, asleep with tears in his eyes.

Sherlock: My poor Liam, what's happening to you?

He carried Will and laid him on his bed. He was sleeping a deep sleep. Sherlock wiped those tears away and covered him with a blanket.

Sherlock: Well my dear Liam, I have a few questions for you when you wake up!

He woke up around noon. When he left his room he came face to face with Sherlock who was fixing him seated at the table.

William: Well Sherly, you didn't go to work?

Sherlock: You know very well not.

Sherlock was somewhat disagreeable with Will, probably because of the concern he had for him and the fact that he knew perfectly well that Will was going to deny anything he asked of him.

Sherlock: Sit down Liam.

William: What do you want from me Sherly?

Sherlock: What finally happens to you Liam? I can see that you are not well at the moment. You may deny it, but your physical condition betrays you. I thought I had managed to clear your mind so what is it? Could it be your old demons coming back haunting you? Or do you miss your family?

William: No.. Leave me Sherly..

William stood up but Sherlock grabbed his arm and stopped him.

Sherlock: Mr. Moriarty you're not going anywhere until you tell me what your problem is.

William: Sherly please.. Let me go..

Sherlock looked Will in the eye, and his gaze scolded William. This one then felt like a child who was being disputed by his father.. Finally William said what was on his heart to Sherlock once again.

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