We'll Need You (Book 2) || Zainourry Story

Chapter 14- The Right Thing

The day was still bright but Harry had no energy remaining in his tired bones. After leaving the King in the room he went straight towards his alpha's room. They were not there yet, might be stuck in some responsibility as a Prince but it didn't matter to him. He just sighed at their absence before throwing himself in the sheets inhaling the still lingering scent in them.

He closed his eye and immediately remembered Chris bloodbath, King's guilty eyes, Fizzy's heartbroken face, alphas worried gaze... Shaking his head he took a deep breath inhaling his alphas scent deep in his lungs. Today was a lot- no this week had been a lot. Infact this whole Doncaster trip has been a lot. Harry honestly felt lost. So much as happened, never in his wildest dreams he thought his life can get even more chaotic than before but here he was.

"Angel.."

"Yes bud."

"Please tell me I did good.."

He said choking back on a sob. He is strong, he is very strong but he is still an omega. An omega who likes healing wounds not being the cause of them. Today hearing all those cries, seeing all that blood reminded him of the wipe out of the Blackfoot clan. It was the most he had ever used his power to hurt someone. It had taken a lot of time to console himself he had done the right thing. He was not wrong...

"You did good bud. You can never do anything wrong. I'm proud of you Harry."

Finally all dam broke as he pushed his face further in the sheets crying his heart out. Hiding from the world, from his family, from his alphas cause he is weak. He is weak.. he can't see so much pain. All those people there, how he wish he can help them all. Take away their pain. How he wishes he can hug fizzy and tell her it's ok. You are not alone. How he wishes he could look Lou's mom in the eyes and tell her it's ok, you don't have to be so scared and insecure all the time. Your mate loves you to the moon and back.

How he wishes he can pat the king on the back and say, it's ok dad, we all make mistakes.. I'm here for you. We will make things right.

After all no matter how much he blames Lou's dad, it not like it all his fault. Yes he took his brothers side, turned blind eyed to everything that was happening but was Harry any better. If one day he found out Marcel had killed someone or committed some kind of crime would he be able to punish him. Would he be able to give him a death sentence?

No, he won't. He would rather let himself die slowly then seeing Marcel crying his heart out in pain slowly edging towards death only to be pulled back to suffer more. He can't really be angry at the king. He wasn't any better.

He felt a hand softly caressing his curls which brought him back to this world. He lifted his head up to face Niall who was back from the court and looking at Harry with his sad blue eyes..

"Don't cry cupcake, it hurts me to see you cry."

"Ni..."

Harry cried even more at that throwing himself in Niall's arms rubbing his tears in his soft silk dress shirt. Niall very gently hugged him back as he continued smoothing out his curls talking to him in hush whispers.

"I know sunshine, I know. This world is too dark for you love. I'm sorry you had to go through all that. I'm sorry. I'm here, you can let it out. I'm here.. I love you."
{A/n shit why am I tearing up..}

For a long time Harry stayed in his arms while Niall held him whispering nothing but love in his ear. Finally Harry calmed a little as he moved to face Naill,
"I'm ok now.. and I love you too."

He said it so adorably while sniffing looking at Niall with his bright green teary eyes that Niall felt his heart skip a beat. He leaned forward to place a soft peck on those red lips.