Failure

Failure = Me

What does it feel like to feel like a failure ?
Well honestly it sucks.
It sucks to look at others and then look at yourself and think - oh man what a piece of shit I am.
Even though I am just in college right now, I still feel pretty much useless. I feel like I haven't achieved anything.
I look at other people, sometimes celebs, sometimes authors, anyone who has made their mark in the world. I look at them and I think 'oh boy how easy it was for them.'
And yes I know it was not easy. I know a lot of talented people went through shit to get to where they are now. But still, I just can't help looking at their works, whether it be a story, a book, a film, a piece of music or song, seeing how they managed to put it there out in the world and how they achieved success through it.
I know a lot of people say stuff like success isn't everything and yea that's true but I guess that's hard to think of, when you have something known as imposter syndrome.
When you can't help but feel sorry for yourself, that you are just sitting alone in your room, having not achieved shit and just keeping dreaming all the time about stuff that you could do but too afraid to take any step towards that dream.
Because in the back of your mind, you just think that you are a failure. That you won't achieve anything and you will just be a fucking failure. A fucking nobody. None of your talents will get recognized. You won't get recognized.
Perhaps you will just end up sitting in your room your entire life and keep dreaming up stuff.
Just a fucking Pussy.