Forbidden love

Forbidden love(inspired by strwberryqueen-101)she gave me the idea

Chapter#1
Oh gosh he's coming over here I don't know what to say I don't hang around people like him but he doesn't seem like the others "hey" he says "hi" I say back well then this couldn't get any more awkward "what's your name he asks" Stacy" I answer and what's yours" "my name is.."he waits a bit then answers "Chase"."So Stacey want to meet at the library later you know as friends" I say "really you don't seem like the kind of guy that likes to go to the library"wait a couple seconds then say"your on"."So how about I meet you after school " he says "sounds good cowboy"i say then we both laugh at my cowboy comment and walk away from each other.Oh no I can't be late to my first class of the year I start running and then trip into someone else that's just standing their like they don't care if their late, it can't be its...its "Chase is that you?"."Oh hey babe"he says"what did you just call me!"i say"i thought that's what you wanted the bad boy that's what everyone else wants that's what they expect I don't want to let you down"he says"your not letting me down just be yourself don't be what other people expect that's kind of why I like you because you don't seem like what other people say you are but if you decide to be what they think you are then we don't have to hang out later that's fine with me"."No don't go please I won't be what they expect of me!""good that's what I thought you would say so you want to walk me to class?"I say"anything for you cowgirl" he says we laugh and he walks me to class.
Chapter#2
I don't know what to wear fancy or casual...casual I decide.I put on a blue long sleeved shirt and jeans then go.
Maybe I shouldn't go I'm not the kind of girl that goes on a date maybe I should just stay home eat some food watch tv I'm not even that pretty I mean I'm not ugly it's just I have long dirty blond hair I'm medium height I am really skinny maybe two skinny I'm setting myself up for failure!Stop it Stacey don't scare yourself out of this your already in the car driving and so what if your just average you can do anything(actually not even close to anything I blew that way out of proportion.Ok I'm here driving into the parking lot I am now in the parking lot I am now parked in the parking lot I am walking into the library I am now in the library.And their he is standing their with head phones listening to music ok so here's the game plan I walk up to him get the conversation started i don't know what to say to him (hey door mustache is looking cool? gosh I'm such an idiot😰).I think I know what to say:what are you listening to:perfect.Ok I'm going up to him oh theirs a pencil on the ground I should probably pick that up oh know I'm falling!And then before my eyes chase caches me he is know holding me like a baby I casually say"hey what you listening to"and then we laugh."Seriously though I kind of want to know what your listening to?"He answers politely"Panic at the disco this is gospel".(oh my god I love panic at the disco) but anyway I noticed he is still holding me "hey you know...you can let me down now "oh yeah sorry bout that"he then let's me down.