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Taehyung couldn't handle this anymore. Everything was too much for him. No matter how much people tried to comfort him, afterall they hadn't been through the hell he had experienced in every fibre of his body. They always told him to move on or that it was stupid to stay with his husband who didn't even love him. But what they didn't know was, Taehyung's unconditional devotion and love for him. What they didn't know was that, Taehyung had been in love with Jungkook for the past 12 years, even before they got married, from his school years. Yet he was aware of the fact that, Jungkook's heart only beat for one person- Park Jimin. They both use to roam in the corridors, holding hands or kissing each other with adoration reflecting in their eyes. And Taehyung use to just stay silently in his place and watch them, with teary eyes,wetting his cheeks; tears which held so much meaning to them and tears which broke his heart into pieces but immediately stopped flowing when they saw Jungkook smiling and radiating happiness.
Then, when Jimin's parents found out about his relationship with Jungkook they were made to break up, Jimin left and never returned. Jungkook lost life in his eyes. He stopped living; he only existed for the sake of it. He never smiled nor talked his heart out. He use to just book the usual room 303 in Heliol Valleys, a hotel where he and Jimin had first made love to eachother. He use to sit there mindlessly, smoking cigarette and looking out of the window as sepulchral thoughts would consume his mind.
It had been 5 years since he had married Taehyung, yet he had never spoken one kind word to him. Hell, they hadn't even had their honeymoon yet. Jungkook couldn't understand why Taehyung married him. He was unemployed, he borrowed money from him and just drank and smoked like a maniac. Taehyung always covered up his mistakes and spoke sweetly with him, took care of him and stayed awake till he returned home. It confused him to no bounds. That poor guy deserved someone so much better than him.
Jungkook looked at the clock on his hand. It was pretty late so he decided to head home.
When he reached home he was greeted with pure darkness. Taehyung feared darkness and he always kept the lights on. He looked around. "Taehyung?"
He called out constantly but heard nothing.
He went into their room and switched on the lights. He was taken aback to see the state their room was in. Clothes were scattered on the bed, random things were taken out of the cupboard and thrown haphazardly. Suddenly he stumbled upon a box. He looked down. The box was magenta coloured with a pink satin ribbon around it. With curious eyes, he sat on the bed and opened it. Inside he found a bunch of folded papers, the corners of which were tinted brown. His eyebrows creased in confusion as he opened the first paper and started reading.
28th February 1997
Dear Diary,
Today couldn't get anymore worse. I feel so ashamed for what I feel. When I saw Jungkook and Jimin holding hands and kissing eachother lovingly,I hated it. I wished it was me instead of him. Oh why am I the one cursed with this fate?
Ps: Jungkookie must be a good kisser
~TaeKim
Jungkook was surprised to read this. He couldn't understand what to feel. It means,Taehyung use to observe him in school.
6th June 1997
Dear Diary,
It's Jungkook and Jimin's 2nd year anniversary. Congratulations to them. Well you might feel that I'm faking it but it's not true. I'm really happy for Jungkookie. Afterall, whenever he smiles, I love the way the skin near his eyes forms wrinkles and his eyes look like crescent moon. Somewhere my heart aches and a tiny ,hopeless part of me wishes to have Jungkook as my special one. I know this is not going to happen as he doesn't even know about my existence:)
~TaeKim
Jungkook was speechless. Weirdly his heart leaped out of his chest when he read the adorable nickname Taehyung had given him and slowly guilt started to crawl in him for the way he had treated Taehyung or still continues to. He couldn't phantom why the younger loved him so much inspite of knowing about Jimin.
20th November 1997
Dear Diary,
Oh my God!!! I'm on cloud 9 right now. I can't believe this happened today. You know, Jungkook actually shook my hand after winning the football match though I doubt he saw my face in the crowd. But, I don't mind. His touch is still lingering in my hand and I don't want to let it go.
Thats it I ain't washing my right hand rather doing anything with it forever!
~TaeKim
Jungkook chuckled after reading the diary entry as nostalgia hit him.He also remembered a soft hand he had touched in the crowd but today he got to know it was of Taehyung. Seriously, life had its own ways to unexpectedly surprise us with events from the past which left us yearning for more. And as unrealistic as it sounded his heartbeats had begun to rise as he was coming across different Diary entries.
25th December 1997
Dear Diary,
It's been exactly two weeks since I have seen Jungkook and it's unbearable. Lord! I miss him so much. But he must be somewhere with Jimin, having the best time of his life. That's why I hate winter breaks. Atleast in school I got to see him everyday and even if I didn't I'd just sneak out to do so but there's no way I can do it now. Ughh! This is so frustrating. When is all of this going to end.
~TaeKim
Jungkook was malfunctioning. He couldn't believe that Taehyung use to sneak out just to see him.
His heart was gently thumping in his chest and he had this unbearable urge to see Taehyung and embrace him. He also wanted a confrontation from him about these diary entries.
22nd December 2022
Dear Diary,
Things had begun to improve between me and Jungkook. After the bachelor's party which we attended together he was actually interacting with me. It felt nice. But while returning, I saw him enter Heliol Valleys, he might think that I'm unaware but in reality I know what room 303 means to him. My heart broke really. Even after 5 freaking years of our marriage he still dwells in Jimin's memories. I'm tired of this. Which is why I'm going to go to Gangnam. I have accepted the job offer there and plan on never coming back.
Atleast by doing this, Jungkookie will find his happiness.
~TaeKim
Jungkook's pulse quickened. This was the last entry Taehyung had written. He needed to do something. He was scared to death. Already Jimin had left him forever, he didn't want Taehyung to do the same. He wasn't ready to experience it all over again. Taehyung usually preferred to travel by train. Which is why without thinking he headed for Seoul Railway Station with anxiety consuming his nerves and making him reckless. He kept chanting, 'I want to see Taehyung' in his mind like a broken tape.
Taehyung sat on the metallic contraption with stoic eyes. He had lost the ability to feel or understand anything. His heart was shattered and trampled upon completely by the only person he sincerely loved and cared for. All these years he tolerated Jungkook's ignorance towards him and always protected him. When the entire world was cursing at him ,Taehyung paid no heed to it and believed that one day Jungkook would definitely change, that their relationship would blossom into something beautiful and unforgettable. But, as if its the rule of life, love was bound to hurt. When Taehyung saw him enter the Heliol Valleys, despair consumed him entirely and he wanted to leave. His heart was too exhausted to break more and eyes were tired of shedding tears every night.
Out of nowhere, he heard loud, unsteady footsteps on the ground and glanced to his side. There came Jungkook, panting and glistening in sweat. His eyes widened as he tried to comprehend the state his husband was in. "Jungkook?!" he nearly screamed and jolted up from his seat. Jungkook looked at him and instead of saying anything, embraced him tightly. Tears began cascading down his cheeks and wetting Taehyung's shirt. The younger male stood there dumbfounded, unable to contemplate anything. With trembling hands he hugged him back, unsure of how to behave. "Are you okay?" He questioned as his voice cracked. Jungkook nodded before detaching himself.
"I'm sorry." Taehyung stared at him in confusion.
"Let me speak Tae, then you can decide if you want to leave me or stay with me. Whatever your decision maybe I will support it. But if you don't let me speak right now, guilt and regret would consume me till death." Taehyung nodded, urging him to continue. Jungkook took a deep breath and looked into the younger male's eyes. Jungkook had an unreadable expression; which made Taehyung's insides twist rather nervously. "I married you because you insisted. For years, I didn't even take notice of you or your love for me and continued completing my responsibilities as a husband. I couldn't understand why you would support me or fight with the world for me. It left me perplexed. But I decided not to think much about it until I accidentally found the letters which you had written about me. And mind you, Taehyung, my heart skipped a beat at the beautiful words which you had used to describe your feelings for me. I never knew someone could feel so deeply yet choose to not even voice it out. You are seriously the strongest person I have ever seen. You loved me in my darkness and always tried to heal me. I was a fool to dwell in Jimin's memories instead of starting a new future with you. This might sound nonsensical, but after the bachelor's party, I went into Heliol Valleys as I couldn't comprehend anything. I couldn't understand why I always wanted to be around you or why I always wanted to see you smile or why I felt alone when you'd go away from me. I didn't know what to name the feeling which I had or maybe I was scared to accept it. But, reading your letters, it fueled something inside me and I became brave enough to firmly know that I have fallen for you. I love you Kim Taehyung. I am aware that I'm a really bad husband but I'll try to improve for the best. Sure I might not be as devoted to it as you are although I promise you Tae, from now on I will never leave your side. I freaking love you." Jungkook panted and glanced at Taehyung. The entire world had shifted for the younger male. He stood frozen in his place with teary eyes and an unreadable expression before he suddenly started crying loudly. Jungkook panicked and rushed towards him. "Hey-Hey are you okay?" Taehyung cried before hitting Jungkook. "I hate you, hate you so much." He whispered as Jungkook's gaze softened and he pulled him in his embrace. "I'm really very sorry bub." He said and kissed the top of Taehyung's head. They detached from the hug as Taehyung stared at him. "Do you really mean what you said?" Jungkook nodded vigorously, without any second thought. Taehyung broke into a small smile and kissed Jungkook's cheek. "If you ever behave the way you used to before I will on a serious note leave you forever." Jungkook pulled him by his waist as a smirk dangled on his lips. "I won't let you have the opportunity to leave me ever again." Taehyung grinned before nodding. "I love you" Instead of replying, Jungkook lurched forward and captured his husband's lips in his. They both kissed on the Railway platform as jolts of electricity went straight to Jungkook's cock. Taehyung's lips were extremely delicate and soft. They tasted like strawberries. Jungkook instantly became addicted to them and wanted to taste more. He entered his tongue in Taehyung's cavern licking every corner of his mouth which had the younger male weak in his knees. He moaned as Jungkook kneaded his ass whilst sucking on his bottom lip. Then, the older averted his attention to younger's neck as his hands simultaneously went inside Taehyung's pants to feel the alabaster skin of his ass. Jungkook pulled him closer as he licked the skin near his neck and groped his ass continuously. Taehyung felt absolutely ecstatic and only yearned for pleasure. "Ahhh Jungkookie~ Mmph~ Feels so gooddd." Jungkook's chest filled with pride before he yanked Taehyung back by holding the strands of his black hair. "Darling, the fun is yet to begin. Are you sure you can handle me hmm?" Taehyung gazed at him with lust driven eyes. He licked his lips before leaning forward and kissing Jungkook. "Oh I'm confident I can handle you more than you think. Maybe you are afraid to show yourself." Jungkook loved this sassy side of Taehyung; it weirdly aroused him. "Sweetheart, it's never smart to play with fire." Taehyung smirked. "I ain't scared, Daddy." Jungkook was taken aback at Taehyung's seductive tone. "Fuck, were you always this sexy?" Taehyung innocently smiled. "Yes, maybe you were too blind to notice." Before Jungkook could have thought of a response, his husband nipped at his earlobe and bit it with his incisors, making Jungkook lose every bit of his self control and rationality. He wanted to explore each hidden side of Taehyung and wanted to see him lose control. "Fuck Tae." Jungkook rasped before lifting him off his thighs, catching Taehyung off guard. "Where to?" "Hell" Jungkook quipped and headed towards his car.
It was difficult to keep his hands towards himself seeing the needy state Taehyung was in but Jungkook managed to drive to a nearby hotel and even booked a room for them. Once he clicked open the door to their bedroom, Taehyung threw himself on him ,desparate for his touch with mischief gleaming in his eyes. They began kissing yet again, hungrily and salivating each other's desires as well as greedily hunting for more. They yanked their clothes off on the fluffy mattress before Taehyung held Jungkook's hand and went into the bathroom.
The bathroom was pretty spacious with mahogany tiles and a bathtub on one side. It also had various toiletries lined up near the wash basin. Taehyung sat on the platform near the washbasin as Jungkook sucked his left nipple while pinching the right one. The younger pulled Jungkook's black locks harshly in extreme pleasure as profanities left his mouth. "Ahhhh Jungkook fuckkkkk." He bit his bottom lip and closed his eyes to feel Jungkook's sensual touches at a greater extent. The older smirked as he bit the hardened bud then swirled his tongue around it. Taehyung unconsciously spread his legs, giving Jungkook more access to his naked glory. The older made loud sucking noises, assaulting Taehyung's nipples before turning him on all his fours. The younger purposely jiggled his ass as he heard Jungkook's deep groan. He held Taehyung's hair and spanked him. The younger yelped and moved forward due to the unexpected action. "More Daddy more." Taehyung whimpered. Jungkook made him face the mirror and whispered. "Look at you, bub. You are glowing. I love the effect which I have on you. You can't stop blushing around me, can you?" Taehyung shook his head. Jungkook spanked him. "Words baby." "N-No I can't stop blushing around you." Jungkook smirked in satisfaction. "Have you ever touched yourself while thinking of me?" Taehyung sheepishly nodded his head. Jungkook also felt his heart rate rising as he pictured Taehyung masturbating to his name. "How did you do it baby?" Taehyung was a bit surprised at that question. "I-I don't remember." "Come on darling, we both know you are a bad liar. Don't be shy Tae. Tell me each and every detail of how you masturbated. I'm curious. " "Fine. First of all I squeezed some amount of oil on my hand." As Taehyung said his first sentence, Jungkook clicked open the lid of a oil bottle and squeezed some on his hand. "Then?" "I applied it to my s-shaft and stroked it." Immediately ,Jungkook touched Taehyung's shaft and started stroking it. The younger was in absolute bliss as butterflies emerged from the pit of his stomach. "Oh my God Jungkook." Taehyung was breathing heavily. "Don't stop Tae." "I continued touching myself while imagining your hand wrapped around my neck." As Taehyung said this, Jungkook's calloused hand covered the younger's neck from behind, cutting off the supply of oxygen. Taehyung's mouth gaped as Jungkook massaged his organ and choked him, applying slight pressure.
Jungkook pressed his cock on Taehyung's ass and started grinding on it. Tears prickled at the corner of Taehyung's eyes as goosebumps rose on his skin. And he felt the knot in his stomach shift further and further below before he ejaculated on Jungkook's hand. He smirked cockily before entering that cum coated hand inside Taehyung.
He gasped as drool of saliva trailed down his chin.
Jungkook started moving his fingers, hitting perfect spots ,which had Taehyung's stomach churning. He had already lost control over himself ; his internal desires overpowered his rationality at the fullest. "Ahhhh don't kookie ahh" His legs were shaking due to the incredible sensation of Jungkook's fingers gliding between his walls along with his cum driving him insane.
And just when Taehyung thought he couldn't ejaculate second time immediately after the first orgasm, white liquid splattered all across the floor.
Taehyung heaved a sigh after releasing his semen still in the bliss of his orgasm.
After calming himself down, the younger turned around and immediately went on his knees. Jungkook gazed at him with dark, hooded eyes, gleaming with twisted desires and lecherous thoughts. "I wanna suck you." A smug expression appeared on Jungkook's face. "Say please, sweet cakes." Taehyung groaned, he was embarrassed to voice it out ,albeit he had to. "I...I want your thick cock inside my mouth, so deep that it would cause me to cry due to excess stimulation and my insides would throb for more." "Open wide." His husband's authoritave tone made him a lot more alluring and Taehyung could already feel goosebumps on his skin. He obliged to Jungkook's command as his organ gained entry inside and touched his throat. The younger gagged due to it's enormous size but damn the burn which he felt was absolutely indescribable;almost intoxicating.
He commenced by bobbing his head in a forward backward motion as Jungkook also exerted force and began fucking him in the mouth. "Ahhh yes baby, just like that. You are my whore, my slut only." Taehyung flushed due to Jungkook's filthy words. He coated his cock with saliva whilst stroking his own. After one or two more strokes,Jungkook ejaculated into his husband's mouth and Taehyung swallowed all of it without any hesitation.
The water in the bathtub was warm, yet their bodies were scorching with heat for each other.
Taehyung stood in it, instead of sitting, facing the wall as Jungkook's hand landed on the small of his back. He squished Taehyung's cheek into the wall and paused for a moment. "Ready?" Taehyung nodded. Jungkook thrusted his member inside, effortlessly. Exhilarating sparks appeared on both of their bodies as Taehyung could feel Jungkook's raw cock deeper within his walls whilst the older was going insane as Taehyung wouldn't stop clenching around his cock. "Fuck Sweetheart." Jungkook moaned as his ravenous eyes took in Taehyung's ethereal beauty and how lucky he is to have him.
He resumed with thrusting at a fast pace, simultaneously muffling Taehyung's moans in order to avoid a possible fiasco.
He fucked him into oblivion, as both of them cummed at the same time.
"I love you Tae." Jungkook sincerely said. "I love you too, hubby." Taehyung cutely replied before they concluded for the day by sealing a good night kiss as Taehyung felt giddy inside to have gotten his feelings reciprocated.
He finally found his 'Happily ever after' and he couldn't ask for more.💕
