Damn I can't believe I really just killed somebody. I'm 15 years old with my first body and I feel sick to my stomach. This ain't what I want for myself but what else can I do ? My mama on crack and my Dad is dead. He died way before I was born to gun violence. Now, I'm following in his footsteps.
"Drilla, what you do with that gun did you dump it ?", asked Tj.
"yeah man , did what you said do with it now what?. I don't wanna go to jail man", I said. Tj was my oldest brother and you can assume I was the youngest. I have 5 other siblings. TJ, Tony , Dino, Mack, and Spazz. They were all gang members and ran the streets. One day my oldest brother Tj decided it was time I became "a man". He placed a gun in my hand and sent me on my first hit. Little did I know this wouldn't be the last it was honestly just the beginning.
"Stop acting like a little bitch. You a man now my boy enjoy we having a party tonight". Scrub yourself down with bleach and we gone burn them clothes and shoes. Put yo best shit on cause tonight you about to get some pussy" said Tj.
I could hear my brothers down stairs celebrating and blasting music. I sat on the toilet with my head and my palms thinking to myself was I now a man. I did exactly what Tj said removed all the clothes and rubbed myself down with bleach. I took like 3 showers back to back thinking that would some how clear my consciousness.
Before I knew it there was a knock at the bathroom door. "Aye, Drilla hurry up these hoes gotta get dressed. I opened up the door and it was my brother Dino standing in the hallway with six woman. They all had to be over 20+ years old. They had big breasts with big asses to match, tatted with long hair and nails. They had to be strippers or something.
"Aw, this him" one of them asked as she grabbed my face.
"yeah, that's my baby brother but you mines though, said Dino.
I rushed out of the hallway into my room. I picked up my phone and started running through my socials to see if anybody had posted about the shooting or if anyone had posted any RIP's to the nigga I just killed.
My timeline was filled with pics, posts and videos but nothing about him. Good maybe nobody knows. Murders go unsolved in the hood all the time honestly. It's like you ain't nobody until you get killed but you gotta be somebody to get justice. I laid back in my bed and looked up at the ceiling. All I could think about was my life and how it had just took a turn.
"Yoooo, said Mack as he bursted through my door. "Congratulations lil nigga, I knew you was a killer", said Mack. He had a woman with him. She was dark skinned , with long hair , wearing some lingerie. She had big breasts, tattoos and a fat ass booty.
"This is Meka she's yours for the night. Make sure you lock the door when I leave out, ight bye", said Mack as he left my room.
"I'll lock the door", said Meka. She turned around and locked the door I could see her big round ass cheeks jiggle as she walked towards it. She then resumed to get in my bed I immediately popped up like a damn jack in the box. I was a virgin and scared of the pussy plus she was a grown ass woman. Why they couldn't get a bitch my age I thought silently to myself.
"You don't have to be scared baby I'm not here to bite", she said. As she started to crawl towards me. "You know I rather be in here with you anyways cause your brothers be doing to much and don't know how to make a bitch nut but I'm sure I could teach you to please me just fine. What you think?" she asked.
She started to put and arch in her back and I began to get aroused. What if I can't make her nut either. I was so nervous. What was I supposed to do with this grown ass woman, man.
"Come here", said Mika. I walked towards her and she pulled me down on the bed flipping me over smiling. Her entire body was on top of me and she began to kiss me all over. I actually liked her kisses but I had to tell her how old I was maybe she didn't know.
"you, know I'm 15 right bitch, I said. She stopped kissing me and looked at me with a blank stare and started laughing.
"Yeah, I know lil nigga now be respectful because I'll slap tf outta you", she said. We started to kiss and I was rock hard I felt something moist in my pants. Mika unbuckled them and start to giggle.
"Awww did you nut already, baby" , she said. As she stroked the bottom of my chin. "it's ok we just one have to get you back hard", she said.
I didn't know what she meant by that exactly. She grabbed my dick and started to suck. My eyes started to roll in the back of my head as I felt relief. I couldn't believe this was my first time having sex and it felt so good. Is this how it felt to be a man because I liked this feeling.
She sucked my dick until I nutted then she laid on her back and told me to get on top. "Don't you wanna take this off" I said. As I pointed to her thongs.
"Nah, just leave them on you can pull them to the side", said Mika. I took my hands and pulled them to the side I scooted up to her on the bed and placed my dick inside her. It felt so warm I didn't know what to do. Mika started to moan she stopped and told me to listen to her instructions.
"I want you to look me in my eyes , stroke slowly it's all in your hips and pound me hard but soft" she said. Mika grabbed my hips and helped me. "It's so wet", I said.
"yeah,I know cause your doing int right just keep going until you nut. When you're about to nut just let me know", she said.
"I----- gotta nut", I said.
"Pull out" , she said.
I pulled out quickly and a bunch of nut shot out my dick and landed on her stomach. I flopped to my back. We both just looked up at the celling. I was a man and I felt like I was on top of the world. I never wanted to lose this feeling.
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DRILLA (Urban)
Non-FictionAt 15 year old Drilla the youngest of 6 siblings is being thrown into the street life by his brothers who are known gang members. What Options does he have with a deceased father and a mother who's strung out on drugs. He depends on his brothers t...