True or fake?

Chapter 5

Eins pov:
I am almost at the hub... I took the bus. They're so used to dropping us off here now....

I hear Aphmau talking about Aaron to kc and I can't help but feel udder dread... I love Aphmau and it hurts to hear her talking about someone like that... Why can't she just love me?..

I have to dig my nails into my arm to prevent myself from crying.

It's just a girl.... I shouldn't cry over a stupid crush...

Pierce is sitting next to me but he's all into his phone right now looking at memes. He knows I like Aphmau.. I mean, everyone does... but he doesn't know how hard it is... he just doesn't. No one does.

Miss Lilith talked to me again today... She knows something and it bothers me. Nothing is wrong with me. I'm fine.

So what if my dad hits me? That's normal! That's how parents are! If your bad you get punished. That's how it works.

Though... I'm a very naughty boy for all the times I've been punished... I can never seem to do anything right... Even my friends don't believe in me. Though their eyes, I cannot do anything right either.

Why do I even try anymore?...

I dig my nails dipper into my skin in order to stop the thoughts. Though now I am crying... I need a distraction.... I'll watch some tiktok...

Pierces pov:

This meme is hilarious! I need to show Ein!

I look to my right and I see Ein rubbing his eyes. He seems upset.

"Ein?..." I say quietly putting my hand on his shoulder to gain his attention.

He jumps slightly and looks at me.... He was crying?.... Ein was crying?....

"Bud?.... What's wrong?.." I question.

She slightly shakes his head then says, "I-I'm okay..."

He doesn't look okay.... I mean, he's cute- I meant his expression.

I pull him into a hug, again, causing him to jump. "U can tell me anything..." I whispered in his ear.

He wraps his arms around me so that we are both hugging eachother...

"..I'm just sleepy..." he mumbles laying his head in the crook of my neck. My face feels hot and I have the feeling that the others are watching.... No... I know they are watching.

I rub Eins back in hopes that it'll provide some comfort. I'll just ignore the eyes. I'm used to it anyway.... I took acting classes you know.

Eins arms droop down my back and his head lays heavier near my neck... I think he fell asleep.

I pull Eins body closer to mine so that I could be in a comfortable position. Since Eins shorter then me, I can see over his body.

I hold my phone out and scroll though more memes as Ein sleeps.

I don't want to wake him.. he's been a bit tense lighty... maybe a nap will help him feel better.

I find another funny meme and decided on sending it though our group chat.