Sweet Nothing,Sweet Something.

Chapter 5, Turning Page, Sleeping at Last.

So how have you been? I hope you've been good. I think I've been pretty well. Ethan is better he wrote saying he can use his voice again. I'm glad about that. But I'm usually happy now. I've been writing on wattpad and Dead102 has been messaging me like mad.

" There you go. You've still got your spark. I could really feel how they felt." He commented.

"Thank you. It wasn't hard I usually write like that but I don't post that." I replied.

"Why not? You should." He replied.

"It's about what happens in my life. People don't want to read that." I replied. We kept on messaging each other, like no tomorrow. "Hey,girlie you okay?" Rayann asked me. I nodded. She's been staying over for a while. I think something really happened with Hazel's mum. I thought I meant I thought. Cause just as I thought that Hazel ran up to me and hugged me like she hadn't seen me years. Once I got a whiff of her scent tears welled up in my eyes. I really missed her and did need her. Her hair was cold and dry from the air out side with trench coat too. She pulled away. "Oh honey what happened to my home girl?" She said concerned. At the corner of my eye I cold see Ethan just getting inside his room. I gave in and looked over in his direction he waved at me. "It was him wasn't it?" She said she was about to go and tell him off but I stopped her. "No. Sit." I said. She gave Ethan the old I'm-watching-you sign and sat down. And I explained every thing that happened slowly. "I'm sorry. But how are you? Do I need to call Bryan." She asked. She knew if I got really bad to the point where I could breakdown at any point, I'd need them both. "No. I'm fine honest." I said to her. "Well I made a nice breakfast. Are you gonna eat?" Rayann asked. "You haven't been eating?!" Hazel exclaimed. "I didn't eat or sleep for a week. But now I..." I trailed off because I wanted to say I could eat a feast but I wasn't so hungry. "You'll eat." Hazel said to me. I nodded, followed her downstairs. "So you sure, I don't have to curse out that pale kid?" Hazel asked. I chuckled. And shook my head. And ate my breakfast with the girls. Then they took me for a do-a-whatever-day. I guess it's when you do whatever. It's pretty straight forward. Hazel took us driving around my area while Rayann thought of what to do. There were only two houses visible for miles. Which was mines and Ethan's. It felt nice driving around with my friends.

But I sat in the back and observed everything. I was still messaging Dead102 and he messaged me. And I was still listening to Turning Page instrumental (Sleeping at Last.) I really like that song. It's the perfect song for going through memories,development, those moment where your with the one and all you can do is stare into each others eyes and think is " Say something." And while you think of something they touch your hand still keeping eye contact. And you realize it's finally here that one perfect moment you dreamt of.

It's that kind of song. Which makes me love it so much. "Cheryl you okay?" Rayann asked me. "Never been better." I replied to her question. "Hey maybe we could have one of our little dinners later, and if you want that boy can come." Hazel suggested. "Keep that offer still open for when I get him to meet me." I said. "I thought you two talked already." Rayann said confused. "No, we couldn't his throat was badly injured." I explained. "How long has he been there?" Hazel asked. "Before I moved in." I said. " Never noticed him." Hazel said. I sighed I wanted this awkward day to be over already, I mean I loved them to death but I'm tired, like for real. "You guys can go ahead, cause this girl needs to sleep, like for real." I said. Hazel chuckled heading back to my house. "You sure?" Hazel asked. "Go ahead, I'll see you later." I said getting out the car. I watched them drive off still feeling eyes on me. I turned my heel and went along inside. I still wonder if they think somethings wrong with me, it's okay it wasn't me it was him but Something tells me they'll be looking at me like that later on. But right I'm going to sleep.

End. This was a nice awkward chapter to write my fave chapter was chapter 4 . But I like when she was talking about the one.

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Wellllll byeeeee!!!!