Sweet Nothing,Sweet Something.

Chapter 26, Nice gift.

I've been watching some movies. Like the sad romantic ones and they're good. I liked watching them but I don't think I will again anytime soon. I'm still watching the vow. It's not bad,until it showed his ass. "The Vow? Hmm.." Rayann said coming in after Evan dropped her off. I nodded acting as if romantic movies were my thing. "What's up?" She asked. "Nothing." I sighed. "Want to hang with the others?" She asked. "Not really." I replied. "Can I hang." She asked. "Sure." I said. "What's your tone?" She asked. "I have no tone." I said. "You sound utterly bored,depressed,and confused." She stated the fact. "Maybe." I said. "The question game again." She said turning to me. "How's it going?" She asked. " Fine." I responded. "Do you like this movie?" She asked eyeing it. "You know me and romance." I said. "What if I had to leave for a long while?" She asked. "That would be upsetting." I said. "How do you feel about Ethan?" She asked. "I love him." I blurted out I couldn't stop myself but it felt nice to know the strange feeling. Love,I'd never met that feeling but it's a strong one. "You love him like a friend?" She asked. "No... Like in love.." I admitted. I guess I've always loved him but I always pushed the feeling away not knowing it. "Does he know?" She asked. "Of course not. I mean he apologizes for getting to close. Like he'd know." I said. "Are you gonna tell him?" She asked. "I don't know." I admitted. I fiddled with my hands as my phone went off. Behind the music by Cher Lloyd,he was calling. "Is that him?" She asked. He didn't leave a message but I thought that was good. "You should tell him how you feel." She stated. " If I ever did that I think I'd have a heart attack." I said quoting the song currently in my head,Heart attack by Demi.

I forgot about work for a week,trying to calm the feelings I have for Ethan. Rayann even bought me my first box of poptarts. They were really good.. Damn I have to go to work ugh Now I have to get up.. Again!

I went to work and sang a song. I did see Ethan.. "Hey,where have you been?" He asked. "Sorry.. It's been difficult." I said,in which he looked at me puzzled. "Okay. So what's up?" He asked changing the subject. "I've only been thinking." I said. "What about?" He asked grabbing coffee. "I really like you." I said trying to avoid the word 'love',it would make it hard and awkward. "Cheryl,this is why I didn't want us to meet.." He started and I knew he knew exactly what I meant. He gave me long speech. "I don't care if I'll get hurt." I said. "Yes you will." He said. "It's better we don't speak for a bit." He added. "You just don't know that you won't hurt as much as have and are." I said firmly making him stop. But I walked away feeling like... Hmm... Shit.

Another week of work,work,and work. I sang Rolling in the deep,When I was your man,I knew you were trouble,If it makes you happy,Gives you hell,and Teenage Dirtbag. Today I came into work but Danielle called in sick. But I found a CD on the booth seat,thinking it was mine I grabbed it and went home to see how it turned out. But it turns out it wasn't mine,if not mine then who's? You might ask well here's a hint a real life teenage dirtbag that I'm in love with. If you guessed Ethan you were correct. But I watched it alittle,okay so I watched the whole thing. He's like a non British version of Harry Styles! He sang rock songs that have meaning. Guess what his last song was... Teenage dirtbag. He looked at the camera directly when he sang it which made me melt. It's sweet gift,but should I really forgive him? Maybe...

Ugh.. I might forgive him.. No I won't I can't just soften up just like that. Oh great now I have to get up! Nah I'll do it tomorrow... For now I just snuggled deep in the sofa with my computer watching YouTube videos Shane Dawson is kind of cute... Nah I'm just watching Music videos..

End,well the next chapter will probably have a long Ethan Pov. So yeah. Someone voted for this story!!! Logan Lerman is soo cute. I think Eminem is too... I'm going to shut up now..

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