rants and randoms

vent #1

"You're so mature for your age!"

Shut the fuck up. Please shut up

I'm so tired of acting like an adult because those around me couldn't. I'm so tired, I just want to be a kid again, I just want to climb trees with the breeze blowing in my hair, and finger paint, and to make a mess and do stupid things without a care in the world. 

I miss not caring what anyone thought of me, I miss being confident, I miss being able to talk to people without overthinking every last word. Please just give me my carefree childhood back, because it was taken from me right when it started. 

Please give it back.