rants and randoms

vent #2

I'm tired of caring about what others think or say bout me, I'm tired of being a second choice, I'm tired of getting lied to, l'm tired getting used. I'm tired of ppl treating me like a joke, I'm tired of not being happy, l'm tired of ppl treating me like an object, l'm tired of coming home and going straight to room to cry, I'm tired to say I'm okay when I'm not, I'm tired of fake ppl, l'm tired of pretending being strong, I'm tired of trying to be good enough, l'm tired of being alone, l'm tired of getting my hopes up for things that I know will never happen, l'm tired of trying, l'm tired of being me. I'm just fucking tired of everything