What Would You Do?

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Kristys POV

I awoke to see white walls and bright lights, I was now in a hospital bed and safe.. "Shit my plan didn't work" i said to my self as I am alive.. My baby was gone so why should I be here??
After removing the mask of my face, I turned to see Dan and then I saw him, my baby was okay, he was smiling and still his bubbly self.. I missed out on 6 weeks because of someone..
Dan had walked over to me and placed our son into my arms, I cried even harder and just wanted to not let this moment end.. I cant believe that I was okay and that I have my son home..

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3 days later I was able to go home, I had the help of Dan and with Thomas in my arms I never wanted to let him go.. We placed him into the car as he was sound asleep, getting into the passenger side of the car I noticed Dan was all smiles.. He placed his hands on my hand and we headed back home..
Once we had got through the door I was knackered and so was Dan, we took Thomas into our room and laid with him as we both fell asleep..

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Later that night, I woke up to see Dan and Thomas asleep, I looked over at the time it was 8:30pm, Dan was dreaming.. As I stared at them both I was now over come with sickness, rushing to the bathroom and clearing my guts up I headed back to Dan and Thomas who were now awake.. I saw Dan look at me but I just wanted to not talk about it, I knew I was pregnant but I cant bring another child into the world.. I didn't deserve to have Thomas as it is, I laid down on the bed as I see Dan coming back into the room, I saw his beautiful smile and just thought I shouldn't even be laying next to him...

(Sorry it's depressing)