When Am I Urs? ᵐˣᵐ

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Elliots pov.
Lunch time didn't take too long to come around and I was hanging out in Santinos classroom as I ate an apple and drank orange juice.

He signed papers as usual, and we engaged in small talk, 'hows your day' 'hows this class' all that nice stuff. His eyebrows furrowed and I shook my head as I bit into my apple.

Something is bothering him.

"Whats got you all grumpy?" I asked curiously.

He looked at me and his eyes trailed down to my lips and back to my eyes.

"It's just the way the other teachers say my name, it's like they've got a problem with me? Its not my fault I'm the youngest here." He chuckled as he rubbed his head.

I laughed and sipped my orange juice. "How do they say your name?"

"Hello Mr Romano did you get the report from Mr dwellow?" He said in the best old lady voice he could.

The both of us broke out into laughter.

"She's just old, now you're being a bully." I stood up to throw the apple core and the juice box away.

"Its not like their gonna say your name in a seductive way, Mr Romano I smiled as his face lighted up.

He stood up and walk towards me as he slid his cuffs on his dress shirt up.

"I like that." He rasped, a smirk spreading across his face.

"Say it again"

I giggled backing up as he continued to walk towards me.

"Mr Romano.."

"Mmm," he caught me and wrapped his hands around my body gently.

"We can't.." I gasped "not at school."

"We can," he whispered in my ear, breath hot and teasing.

I took my hands in his face as our eyes met. "This can't happen again.." I stressed.

"I think it can happen right there on that desk." My face heated up as I thought of what could happen on his desk, so much could.. and would I allow him?

No...would I?

I pushed from his warmth and backed up. "We've decided that we would stop, we talked about this yesterday, Santino." I crossed my arms.

"That was you, and- we can't stop, I can't you're the most important person in my life, I cant just stop."

I looked up at him.

Santinos pov.
He looked at me with the most softest doe eyes ever, how could I let him go and just try to leave. He's so indecisive with me and it just continue to drag me in.

"Can you?" I asked as I looked into his eyes. He had the most beautiful eyes.

"You know the answer to that." He whispered as he looked at his feet.

"Then why do you continue to push me away, hm?" I pulled him into me loving the way his body matched with mine.

He was a perfect key to my lock.

He sighed. "Santino you know we have a reputation to protect, I am a student and you are a professor, If you get fired you have your family, but if I get kicked out of school thats it for me.. thats it."

He took his hands in his head.

I couldn't help but agree, but we wouldn't get caught, I thought I promised him that.

"Just let me hold you, bun." I begged him.

And I did, I held him as if he was the most fragile thing on the planet, he doesn't know why I love him so much, but one day he will.

"This is a waste of time Santino." I know he didn't mean it, he's just trying to push me away and I wont allow it.

"I never feel like I'm wasting time with you.. we could sit in silence for hours and it would still feel so good, so fulfilling to be around you! You don't understand how grateful I am for you." I whispered.

If the vulnerability in my voice didn't convince him them I'd have to continue to fight for his love.

Ours nose touched and the look in eyes gave me all I needed to know.

"I'm scared of falling for you." He admitted. "There's so much going in my head everyday that I would never allow to come out and when I think of you all the bad goes away and-and its like every thought of you controls me."

I've felt like that for a long time, over him. I've searched for him for years of my life.. he is my every thought.

"Its scary." He let out as his arms wrapped around my neck.

"Please try for me, for us?" I protested.

"Santino..."

"Elliot..."

The door suddenly opened and Cally barged in, I thought I locked it..

Her eyes widened and she quickly closed the door.

Elliot pulled away from me and hugged himself.

"Uhm, sorry to interrupt but there's like a whole lot of shit going on and I really think you need to deal with it right now" she chuckled nervously.

I blinked at her, surprised.

"Its uhm.. yknow the puerto rico guy." She waved her hands around as she eyed Elliot for a split second.

"Fuck." I groaned and hurried up and stalk to my desk. I packed my things up and kissed Elliot cheeks, nose and his lips before I Left.

Hello hello helloooooooowuh ik some of yall caught that scandal reference 😭😝