When Am I Urs? ᵐˣᵐ

14

Elliots pov.
I was home, it was a Saturday.. a very boring Saturday. It was one of those days that I ate myself away and watched rom coms.

But it wasn't that type of Saturday. It was a depressing one. I didn't even step out of bed until ten am or eat breakfast until two pm. Then the water decided it was a good idea to turn off.

I guess it was my fault for renting with such poor taste, not even trying to find something good for myself. Typical Elliot. Stupid Elliot.

So here I was in an oversized hoodie, eyebags, messy hair laying back in bed as I cuddled with my blankets. It being insanely hot outside I blasted my AC and allowed mitski to blast through my headphone speakers.

There's nothing like overthinking and listening to mitski while crying. Id ask myself what is wrong with me but I don't even know what's wrong with me. It just bloomed as soon as I woke up.

I could use a shower, but I wasn't going to get up to perform proper hygiene.. because i simply didn't feel like it.

That's what depression is like, getting swallowed in a deep hole, sad but you don't even know why.

My phone rang, I just ended up throwing it on the floor. The walls were more interesting than conversating.

I guess I got like this when im away from people for a while, when im left with my thoughts all alone, I try not to turn like this right before Sunday but it always seem to happen when good stuff is going about.

Knocking at the front door was the only thing that got me up and out of bed. I couldn't ignore the front door. could i? Nah Elliot stop being an ass, get up.

I groaned and made my way out of my lovely comfort and opened the door. My eyes widened at the sight of Santino. He was wearing casual clothes, grey sweatpants and a plan white tee.

Cute.

I raised my eyebrows as I held the door blocking him in some way.

"Cally had a feeling something was wrong with you so I came to check out.. You should definitely tell the land owner to fix the eleva-" I couldn't help but chuckle. He amused me.

It seems as though the elevator being broken really bothered him. I looked down at his hands to see he was holding groceries and take out???

"Santino." I sighed rubbing the bridge if my nose.

He pushed his way in causing me to roll my eyes. I closed my door but not without locking it.

His muscles poked throughout the shirt, so did his tattoos trailing down his right arm, making me bite my lips.

I followed him to my kitchen and he looked in my fridge making me kinda embarrassed. Look i forget to buy food.. I literally live off of doordash..

"Baby." He wrapped his hands around my waist. The nickname made me want to melt..

I raised my eyebrows and he pointed to my fridge. "The only thing in there is Jello and water.. you need food not that fast food shit. I will literally put a meal calendar on this fucking fridge." He scolded me making me ball my lip up.

I don't know whats wrong with me. He wasn't even raising his voice. I was already stressed and i guess being scolded wasn't helping? I deserve it but damn.

I lowered my eyes and i felt burning in the back of my eyes. He held my waist tightly before lifting my chin up.

His eyes searched mines in worry.

"Im sorry bun, I didn't mean to make you cry.. its just I want you to be healthy? Okay baby.. I'm sorry, shit.. please don't cry I'm sorry."

He was so warm and nice to me. I wasn't even upset at him. Today just wasn't going so good. I guess the thoughts about my mom just put me on total edge.

I hugged him as he held me. "Is' okay." I smiled grabbing the bags and placed them out the counter.

"I'm just a bit tired today."

"And everything has got you at edge? Is thats what it is, beautiful?" My heart sped up at the nickname.

I nodded.

"That's just not right, is it? We've gotta cheer this bunny up." I side eyed him.

"I'll beat your ass."

"HEY??! what did I do, look at you being all mean and violent, I'm wounded." He wiped a fake tear making me snicker.

"You're silly Santy."

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