I've never thought that in my life, I'd find a relationship like this. I don't know where to find things like this anymore, because we don't know how to define it. Freen answered in an interview.
I have never thought I' meet someone like you as well...
P'Freeeeeeeeen? Becky called, with her little aegyo voice and sulky face, one she always uses when she needs to tell me something that might upset me.
What is it this time, Bec? It took her a little longer to answer so I faced her wondering what she might want to tell me this time.
It was almost late, she came home with me so we can spend time together. We've been so busy with the tour and promotions for the past few months that we rarely have quality time together. After dinner earlier, we decided to move the couch to the balcony, so we can lounge, enjoy the fresh air and stargaze while enjoying chamomile tea and the butter cookies Becky bought me earlier.
You know I love you, right? She said, now in a serious tone. Eyes boring into mine, I can only nod.
What we have now is so important to me, you are so precious to me, P'Freen. I am grateful that I got accepted at Idol Factory. Without it, I wouldn't have the chance to get to know you, it led me to you. I feel so lucky that I have you.
I love you too tee rak. Go on, I'm all ears. You know you can always talk to me about anything. I said, giving her the reassurance that whatever she'll say, I will listen and understand.
I think it's time for me to pursue and totally focus on finishing my law degree. But I love you and I dread being far away from you P'Freen. She said, eyes brimming with tears.
I pulled her closer to me and wrapped my arms around her. You know that I love you too Bec and I will support your decisions, always. I can come visit you anytime. I'm pretty sure though that it won't take long for you to miss me, cry on facetime and beg for me to come over. Teasing her a little to lighten her mood.
"You always make everything feel easier P'Freen"
She stared at me, smiled and kissed me. Sweet and slow, making me feel elated. After all these years and after a thousand and more kisses, on and off screen, I can still feel butterflies in my stomach whenever Becky and I kiss.
Still feels the same with our first.
**A little flashback**
I drove her home that day because Dad had a late meeting and Richie is in Singapore. Becky was extra clingy that day. She was hugging me tighter and longer in the car.
I waited for her to get in before driving off when she rushed back to the car. She sat there, panting, turned to face me with beseeching eyes before pressing her lips to mine.
The kiss caught me off guard. But it was Becky, whom I have been inlove even before SCOY started. I was shocked but my lips have a mind of their own and kissed Becky back with the same passion. I bet we wouldn't stop had we not needed oxygen.
No words said, I kissed her again, slow and languid this time.
Becky sighed a happy sigh, looked me in the eye, smiled at me and said "I love you P'Freen, I'll see you tomorrow, let's talk about us" and left.
**flashback ends**
Time for bed tee rak? Let's sleep first and talk about our plans tomorrow. Know that whatever may come, you will always have your P'Freen.
I woke up too early. It was 3:32 AM but I'm pretty sure I won't be able to go back to sleep, so I went out to the living room. I saw the couch we left in the balcony last night and decided to sit there, perhaps I can wait for the sunrise here.
I took my record player and put HYBS. Ride faintly playing in the background, it is slowly starting to sink in that once Becky moves to London I won't be able to freely spend time with her anytime or whenever we are off of work. No more idling at home or lazing in bed with my tee rak. I started to feel lonely when I got startled by Becky who was already standing beside the couch, face still sleepy looking at me and asking why I was not in bed with her.
I woke up too early baby. I'm sorry, I can't get back to sleep Bec so I came here. I don't want to wake you with my tossing and turning. Sorry baby, can I hug you?
Becky just nodded, smiled a sleepy smile, laid in the couch, nuzzled into my neck and hugged me. I heard a faint I love you before she drifted back to sleep. We stayed like that, I am grateful that I have Becky now.
I heard the lyrics of the song playing faintly from my record player and I was miffed. The lyrics are chaffing my feelings.
It's closer to midnight Still we're talking just us two Surrounded by the stars Oh, they're shining just for you It's getting colder, baby Let me keep you warm all night
Please don't you go I'll be alone Wait until the morning I'll hold you close Please don't you go I'll be alone Wait until the morning
I sighed, but, made up my mind right then that whatever Becky would do, I will support her, will continue to love her and will work out with her whatever circumstance well both be in.
Sleepy Becky wrapped her arm around my waist to pull me closer. She kissed my neck and mumbled something incoherent, I chuckled seeing her adorable sleepy face.
"Sleepwell.. I'm right here and I love you." I whispered, kissing her forehead before dozing off.
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************* Hey there!
Thank you for taking the time to read this story. This is my first attempt at creating a fanfic, a Freen and Becky fanfic to be specific ;) Because I am totally inlove and crazy for both of them, because I am a picky fanfic reader and because I realized we FreenBeck lovers lack good FreenBeck literature.
Once again, I appreciate you taking the time to read my story. Please do vote if you love it and would want more and comment your heart out :)
