Nothing hurts like missing Becky. Freen kept herself busy for the past few months since she came back from London. When she's not at work she would help her Mae in the cafe.Her Mae said she's happy to have her around and help, but Freen thought her Mae just understood. Before, she would push her to go out, to just spend her time making candles, arrange the flowers at home, or even spend time with Becky. She never said she wants her around to help because had been helping her tremendously. It's good though, Freen thought, because each time she pauses, she thinks of Becky, and it shreds her heart a million times because she can't be with her right that instance.
Richie would sometimes drop Bonbon at Freen's house so they can spend time together too. She would walk Bonbon to the nearby park and they would facetime with Becky, especially during the weekends when Freen is off from work and Becky doesn't have classes. They would stay on video the whole evening, eat dinner together and talk about everything until they fall asleep. Becky once woke up to a sleeping Freen sprawled on the bed on video, her heart sank at the image, if only she could be there to put a blanket on her P'Freen and spoon her to sleep. Oh she would give the world to be in Freen's arms again.
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Becky knows that Freen prefers simple homey dinner. So on Freen's last day in London, Becky prepared a simple romantic dinner for them instead of going to a fancy restaurant.Even though the Lemon-butter salmon pasta was overcooked and the baby potatoes were overly roasted, Freen was delighted. She loves how Becky remembers small details about her, she knows that Becky chose to have this romantic dinner at home because this is what she likes.
They both enjoyed the 2015 Chateau Mouton Rothschild wine that Becky specifically ordered for this night. They may not have gone to some fancy restaurant but Becky couldn't hold back on getting one of the best wines for this dinner. She had a hard time looking specifically for this wine, good thing her dad knows someone at Brunswick Fine Wines in East Sussex - they were able to deliver her a bottle in a jiffy. Freen could only shake her head and smile at Becky when she took out the bottle. Becky conceded to a simple romantic dinner at home so she must not protest on the wine.
"Meet tee rak halfway" is what they always say. Like when she agreed to go whale shark diving, sardine run and island hopping with Becky when they went to Cebu - Becky stayed with her to lounge at home and eat grilled pork by the sea during their 4-day off.
"So I was wondering.." Becky started, leaning closer towards Freen. They were slow dancing to La Vie En Rose after enjoying the wine.
"hhmm?" Was Freen's only response.
"How we should cap this perfect night.." Becky said in a raspy voice, somewhat giving away what she meant to Freen.
"Got any idea?" Freen asked, teasing, as if daring Becky to do something outrageous. There was a couple minutes of them staring at each other before Freen instinctively reached out and pulled Becky by the nape, bringing their lips together.
She heard Becky released a soft contented sigh as she grip on the hem of Freen's shirt as if it was her only lifeline from falling to an endless void. The kiss grew deeper as La Vie En Rose almost comes to an end.
It was crazy how they devour each other. "God I'm going to miss you" Freen hoarsely said. Becky responded by pushing Freen to the bed and taking the liberty to extend the kiss, she bit, suck and tugged Freen's lower lip while her hand landed on Freen's waist, trailing soft touches towards her abdomen and onto the outline of her ribcage.
"Beeec" Freen muttered through jagged breaths when Becky's hands slid under the shirt and bra she was wearing. Soft fingers tracing the outline of her breasts.
"Can I take these off?" Becky whispered. Freen bit her lip and nodded, she couldn't take her eyes off of Becky particularly when Becky also started to undress.
And when it all came off, they brought their bodies back together, their kisses somehow reached another level of intensity, as if this is their first and going to be their last, as if they couldn't get more of each other. Their tongues dancing along with the song playing in the background, not minding what song it was as their minds were consumed by the heat and the outburst of passion in that moment.
Freen parted her thighs to make room for Becky between her. She released a soft moan as Becky started to trail wet kisses on her jaw, towards the pulse on her neck, down to her collarbone and onto her breasts. A groan followed by a soft whimper came off of her when Becky licked her breasts and started sucking on her nipples.
Freen bit her lip while her hands gripped on Becky's shoulders as Becky showered her body with warm and soft kisses on the way down to her core.
Becky's eyes bore into Freen, as if asking for permission. Freen nodded, irises dilated in a matter of seconds as Becky's tongue finally made its entrance. Freen gasped and moaned, torn between the feeling of drowning and staying afloat as Becky continued to suck, flick and lick her bits. It made the tiny hairs of her body stand on their ends as if she was electrocuted.
Freen is now writhing beneath Becky, beads of sweat dribbling down her skin, toes curling and head trashing as she reached her euphoria, body heaving up and down as she inhales and exhales, basking in the state she's in. Becky kissed her which she responded with grueling intensity. Becky melted into Freen's arms, molding their bodies together.
In a fraction of a second, Freen is already pinning Becky to the bed. Kissing her intensely as if she couldn't get enough of the scorching passionate kisses they've had earlier. With jagged breaths, she whispered "payback time", she smiled teasingly then started to trail wet kisses southward.
Becky's hands clutched her soft pillows, eyes shut tight, lips partly open, whimpering and moaning to the things that Freen's been doing to her down south with her tongue. Her hips moving restlessly under Freen's ministrations. She was combusting.
Becky screamed Freen's name as she writhed in pure ecstacy, mind blown, breath hitching up and down.
She was about to release her final sigh when Freen's lips covered hers.
Sighing contentedly, Freen asked "You okay tee rak?"
"More than okay... I love you" Becky answered, panting.
"You're beautiful" Freen mustered, smiling and spooning Becky.
Becky knew this isn't the best time to ask, given their situation, but she did anyway. "Stay with me?" Facing Freen, lovingly staring into those hazel eyes.
"I will. You will always have me, no matter where we are"
After their frantic heartbeat had subsided, they fell asleep.
***********Becky realized that being in a long distance relationship was harder than she had imagined, but Freen told her not to worry and that they would have to brave through this together.
"Don't worry, one day we gonna sit down together and say - It was hard but we made it" .Was Freen's comforting words.
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5824 (A FreenBecky Fanfiction)
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