It's four in the afternoon, the sun beams through the window hits my face while I lie on the floor. The whistfulness I feel right now is unmatched. I can't get over how much I miss Becky. If we were to write a novel out of our story, you will find the words I miss Becky a million times.
I closed my eyes and longed for that time we used to spend together. Becky and I used to listen to HYBS and sing along with it, fun times, but now Dancing with my phone hits different.
I'm just laying on the floor again
Can't be bothered to get up now
I wouldn't care
If I never get up again
I don't want to
I literally am lying on the floor now.
Dancing, I'm all alone
Figuring out how I can get you home
Dancing with my phone
Thinking about you
Not dancing, but alone, yeah. And yes! I am thinking about how I could arange a visit to London to be with Becky even just for a short while.
On my feet and now I'm out the door
Walking by the places that we used to go
I remember all your favorite stores
I won't lie
Before Richie came to pick him up, I took bonbon for a walk around the block earlier and we went to Beckys' favorite Patisserie. The owner even recognized me and gave Bonbon a Pupoccino. I snapped Bonbon a photo to send to Becky later on, just to show her our son is enjoying his walk and getting chubbier.
It's in the quiet I miss you most. When my mind has a chance to wander and my heart has a moment to remember.
- Lola Lawrence
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