She left me. / Jirose ff

Shock

Jimin : w-what ???

Rose : yes I am ( rose said as she looked down )

Jimin : I- I am going to be a dad ???

( Jimin lifted her chin and kissed her hard )

Jimin : I am going to be a dad ( he broke the kiss and smiled )

Jimin : yaaaah rose why will I be angry at you ?? You give me my world ( he hugged rose tightly as a tear escaped from rose's eyes )

Jimin : I am going to be a dad ( he said happiness visible in his voice )

Jimin: I am going to be a d..........

( he stopped as realisation hit him hard as hard as truck )

Jimin : I-I never c-cummed in you , right ??

( rose looked down as tears escaped rose's eyes )

Jimin : tell me one thing , ...................................... I-is the child m-mine ??

(Rose nodded as no )

Rose: you are his uncle ( she said as she looked at jimin's eyes )

Jimin : w-what ??? ( he started stepping back ) he looked at other side trying to control his tears ) I-I am not a d-dad ( he said while continuously stepping back , tears falling from his eyes )

( rose was about to come forward but he forwarded his hand in front of her signalling her to stop )

Jimin : w-why ?? ( he looked at rose his hand still stopping her , he stepped back as he hitted his back on table causing him to fell down , as a vase fell on his foot )

( rose again was about to come )

Jimin : d-don't ( he forwarded his hand agin to stop her ) d-don't come n-near me ( he said as tears were falling from his eyes ) I am h-happy being l-like this

( blood was everywhere around him )

Rose: j-Jimin let me c-come (she said trying to come near him but he stopped her )

( Jimin nodded as Noo )

( jimin's hands started shaking , he looked at his hands )

Jimin : s-shit n-nooo

( he crawled to his bag , quickly opened the bag with shaking hands , he took out a pill and put it in his mouth , he took his water bottle as his hands started shaking harder , bottle fell from his hands , he quickly picked it up and drank the water )

( he got up with the help of the chair , he stand up trembling , his hands shaking badly , he touched his neck and started scratching his neck , his hands went up as he hold his hairs pulling them , )

Jimin : it h-hurts ( he cried and pulled his hairs )
It hurts soo b-bad soooo b-bad ( he pulled his hairs more hard )

Rose : jimin leave them ( rose shouted )

( Jimin left his hairs and putted his hands on his chest where heart is located )

Jimin : my h-heart ( he said as tears not stopped coming from his eyes) I a-am killin ..................... killing ?? ( Jimin looked at the kitchen counter and saw a knife , he ran and took it before reaching his room and locking it)

( rose went to his room and started banging the door )

Rose: Jimin o-open the d-door

Jimin : NooRoseanne, Noo

Rose : I said Jimin open the door

Jimin :Roseanne it hurts. , it hurts m-me

Rose : j-Jimin open the door