Credits to me for drawing that BE-A-U-TIFUL EYE ✨ Also, this chapter will have a bit more... suggestive themes.. su!c!de, slight sa etc.
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____Flashback___
"Mama! When's daddy gonna be home?" I asked, clutching my stuffed eevee plush. "He's not here.. He'll... never be... coming back.. I'm sorry.." My mother said, taking her hands off of her red, panicked and sad eyes. "W-what?! YOU'RE JOKING!" My mother sighed, opening her arms for me to run into them, all for me to run back to my room, 'This isn't happening! I hate my life!' My face was damp, and my eyes were red. No one cared. Life was cruel. I don't know what happened to my dad. I miss him. I barely see him, and his business & job as a gym leader barely let me see him, anyways.. I... "I WANNA DIE!" I yelled, "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!" I heard my mama shriek and run to my room. I didn't have anything to do anything with, but..
___Present + Atticus' POV___
"Y/n..? Y/n?! Fair maiden?! Love?! Darling?! ARE YOU OKAY?!" Y/n is crying, shaking, hyperventilating... she looked so... so distressed... this is the most I've ever seen her like this since she lost her father...
--" I BET YOU THIS IS WHY YOUR FATHER DISAPPEARED! ALL BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU FILTHY RATTATA!"-- She shouldn't have to go through this, its..it's.. it's not right!
"Yo yo y-- oh. Oh no. Y/n, y/n are you alright?! Y/n?!" Giacomo asked, running over to her and nearly falling.
"Y/n? Big sis..? Friend? Y/N?!"
"Y/N! Y/N, ARE YOU OKAY?!" Soon, everyone else on our team ran into here for her.. "Y/n~! I got cooki- Y/n..?" Eri said, coming into the room with a tray of f/c (FAVORITE CHOCOLATE NOT COLOUR FOR ONCE!1!1!) cookies. She shoved the tray into Mela's hands, sprinting over to her best friend. "Y/n!"
___No one's POV___
Y/n was falling apart, hearing everyone shout. It brought back memories of when she lived with her mother, it reminded her of when her mother had her stay with a man who was... not a good person.. "Y/n, please my dear, tell me what's wrong fair one?" "I'M SORRY!" You yelled, your throat dry, your face stained. Y/n was having a mental breakdown, and Atticus was shocked and worried. "Y/n? You need your headphones..?" Giacomo asked y/n, a worried expression on his usually happy face. "Big sis, if you don't tell me what's wrong imma... I'm.. gonna cry!" Ortega whined while Atticus was hugging you, trying to stop your crying.
__Your POV__
I can't think straight... I remember when my mama sent me off with that man... I'm s-so afraid.. wait, wha- "Y/n, look at my eyes. It's okay, dear." (I know Atticus' eyes are blue, not green.) I nodded, my breathing shaky and my throat dry. "Are you alright, fair one?" I nodded, a small smile on my face. "Can you get my mawile..?" I asked, having a sudden bad thought. Su!c!de. Atticus nodded and got my pokemon from a nearby room, "Mawile, please... end my sh*tty lil life~" I said, causing my mawile, and everyone else on team star, to gasp. "No!" "Y/n, WHAT?!" "Don't give me another fear!" "SIS!" "Y/n, don't do this!" Everyone was saying things that I didn't understand. Mawile jumped back, but did as I said. She used flash cannon.
Everything went black.
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Ortega thinking of you as a big sister seems so sweet to me tbh.
ALSO, ANGST SKSNSOSB
--Tem 2023
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