SHE IS ART. {Bella Hadid/You}

Chapter 29.

Bella Pov:

I pull out my phone deciding to make a tiktok about the reality of mornings for me, y/n's hand is still slung over me but i can't exactly move it so i simply stay in the position i am and hit record 'morning you guys' I say and smile at the cameras

'I don't know if i've said this before but i have like the worst morning anxiety' I point to my eye where i feel it is most puffy and kind of move it around in a weird motion

'Like look at how puffy my eye is' I say and drop my hand onto y/n's abs

'Basically wanted to come on here because i want to hold myself accountable for my morning routine' I say and stick my tongue out then smile adjusting the camera

'And also' I pause

'I wanted to show you something' I move the camera again to get my full face in the camera

'How fucking dumb i look sometimes' I say and smile, feeling Y/n's grip tighten around me

Y/n: 'What are you doing' She says in her raspy morning voice not even bothering to open her eyes, I flip the camera and stick it in her face, she opens one eye then instantly closes it again

Bella: 'The sleeping beauty awakens, i'm recording a tiktok of my morning routine say hi' She groans and pushes the camera away

Y/n: 'Get that shit out of my face baby' She mumbles and kisses my arm, where my tattoo is

Bella: 'Can you guys tell she's not a morning person?' I ask the camera and the people who will be watching the video 'Anyways'

'In the morning when i do my morning affirmations and try to get my morning routine look done' I put the camera back on me, while y/n watches intently in the back of the camera

'Usually doesn't work' She smiles and kisses me again

'Because i have like so much anxiety, the only thing i can think about is my anxiety'

Y/n: 'And the fact i'm next to you' I roll my eyes and smile subtly at the camera

Bella: 'Shutup'

'But what i wanted to show you is how stupid i feel sometimes when i'm laying here and i don't believe it' Y/n carresses my hair gently and wraps her arm around me even tighter, her abs moving closer to my side, me laying on my back and her now on her side

'I was just doing it when i woke up and sleeping beauty was still dead so i was like let me show them how i feel too'

'Because like i'll literally be like' I smile

'You're gonna have an amazing day today Bella' I say doing one of my affirmations and pointing up at the roof

'You're not going to let your anxiety overrule you today Bella' I say another

'You are loved'

'You are loved'

Y/n: 'Hey! I say i love you every morning' Y/n chimes in, in the corner of the screen

'Guys, she's acting like i'm a bad girlfriend, i'm really not i promise' She says staring at the camera, looking just as good now as she does during the day, it's so unfair

Bella: 'She's lying she's never told me she loves me' I say flirting back with the girl

Y/n: 'Right, your aiming for a smack' Y/n says and kisses my arm again gently 'Joking i don't abuse her' She assures the audience

Bella: 'Let me keep going with my tiktok please, no interruptions go back to sleep' I say placing my hand over her eyes

'Anyways, i'll be like not everyone hates you bella!' I say continuing with my tiktok