Dear Chan,
Jeez, I'm really bad at starting these. I just wanted to thank you for being such a supportive friend. You've always cared for me, even when I was all alone. you've always stuck with me through the hardest times and I really appreciate everything you've done for me. Including hearing me rant about my crush.
Anyways, I want to apologize about my sudden disappearance. I will miss you a lot, it's okay if you don't miss me back though. I understand.
I will always miss those crazy drunk parties at your house every Saturday. I will always miss your kindness helping my hangovers in the morning. I will always miss you looking after all of us. I will miss pilling into your car to go to the mall. I will always miss our arguments about food and the other members. I will always miss you as my friend.
This is the first letter I wrote, so I'm sorry if it's a bit messy. I just want to promise me something.
Promise me that you will continue to take care of our friends, even when I'm not there. Continue to joke with Minho, make music with Changbin, laugh with Jisung, bake with Felix, smile with Seungmin, and play with Jeongin. I know it's a lot to ask for, but I trust you. I trust you so much.
As for Seungmin, tell him everything will be okay. It's not his fault I left, it's mine.
Comfort him, please stay his friend. He's innocent, he is NOT the cause of my disappearance, I promise.
Also, can you tell him that I still love him? Even after everything?
Tell him I left to get over him, as my adoration for him was clearly why he was avoiding me.
Tell him I will return when my feelings for him are gone. That way he'll be comfortable with my presence, just like he was before.
Also, tell him I'm sorry for liking him. I feel so much guilt, it's eating me alive. That's also why I chose to leave.
I was the problem.
I was always the problem.
Please tell me you'll do these things. Thank you, Chan. I know it's hard to explain this through such a short letter, but I'm trying. If you want me to be happy, please do these things for me.
Sincerely,
Hyunjin
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To You Who Gave Me Light~Seungjin
Fanfic*FAKE SCENARIO* 8 letters Addressed to 8 people 7 friendships 1 crush 1 heartbreak A million possibilities *These are NOT my character, they belong to JYPE*
