Just fun little fanfics <3
Some smut, fluff, angst, and more! I hope you enjoy :))
⚠️self harm, SA, depression, ED⚠️
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ONE SHOT! <3
Y/N pov
Fuck- why do I have to cry over everything.. I just want to be tougher like Spence, then maybe I wouldn't fuck up everything so badly.. I think to myself while tears start to fill my eyes in my car in the parking lot outside of Reid's and I's apartment.
Today was rough. My boss had it out for me, because I kept fucking up the edits of the articles before we published them so he kept yelling at me and scolding me. Not only that, but I tried to walk to get coffee from down the street of my work after I clocked out, then it started to pour rain, I spilled my coffee all over myself in the rain, and then got stuck in traffic for 30 minutes longer than I was meant to.
All in all today was a shitty day. And to make it better, Spence just texted me.
Spence👑🤓 Hey y/n, I'm sorry but the jet was delayed because of the weather, I'll be home a bit later than I wanted :(
Me Thats okay- I'll see you at home then :> Read
And to top it all off, Spence would be late. God, today sucks. Now, I'm just sitting in my car crying out my youth trying to calm down. Once I finally decide to go in, I step out of the car once again the the rain, and walk inside. I didn't even bother taking off my shoes and just went straight into our bedroom, and to the bathroom. I closed the door, sat on the floor, and just started to cry. Today was tough. If I was even half as strong as Spence then maybe I'd be fine and put this all behind me, but today was just too much. I need Spence but he's at his job so I can't bother him. All I can do is cry on the bathroom floor like a fucking idiot.
My sobbing is interrupted by the voice of my sweet sweet boyfriend. "H-hey are you okay..?" I could hear the concern in his voice. I look up immediately and reach my arms out like a child. He immediately picks me up so my legs are around his waist and my head is crying in the crook of his neck. He rubs my back as he shush's me to calm me down. Once I'm calm, he speaks again. "Lovely..." he puts me down so I'm standing. "What happened? Do you wanna talk about it?" I shake my head no. I don't even want to think about it.
"Okay then.." he turns around and grabs a towel. "Let's get you a bath, baby." He gives me a warm smile and leads me to the bathroom. "Do you want help or do you got it?" I look at him defeated, "help it is, arms up" he helps me undress and starts the bath. He sits on the toilet with me in the tub as I relax in the hot water.
"I just can't do anything." I break the silence. "I'm so tired of it." I start to tear up. "Hey, hey" Spence grabs my face and looks me in the eyes. "You are amazing. You are talented and you can do so much more than I ever could, now what happened?" He lets go of my face.
"Everything went wrong today. Nothing went my way. My boss yelled at me, I walked to get coffee but it started to rain, I spilled coffee all over myself after I got soaked, I got stuck in traffic, and then you said you'd be home late..." the last thing really made me start to cry again. I have a little bit of an attachment issue to him 😅
He starts to plant soft kissed all over my face, whispering sweet nothings in between. He said things like you are beautiful, you are strong, you are creative, and many others.
Once Spencer was done giving you plenty of kisses, he looked you in the eyes softly, with so much love. "I love you so much Spencer Reid." I said. I started to blush horribly, no doubt he noticed, but he just stared into my eyes and said, "and I love you so so so much more, baby" he shot my heart with the sweetest, most warm smile I could imagine, then helped me out of the now warm water and we cuddled all night, me as small spoon since I went through a rough day and he let me be taken care of. <3
