From High School Teenager To Rockstar (new version)

Life Is Hard

Chapter 1 Life is hard

As my alarm goes of I reach to my nightstand and snooze my phone thinking to myself f-fuck just five more min I close my eyes and try to sleep again just as I begin falling asleep my mom pulls my comfort of me

Mom?

Why aren't u wearing any clothes?

Because I like sleeping nude mom privacy

Breakfast ready get your ass out of bed Avril! N-NOW!!!!!

As I drag my lazy ass out of bed I slip in a long T-shirt and some short exiting my room only to find the bathroom occupied by my younger sister I knock on the door

Vee for fuck sakes hurry up I wanna go

I think she was refusing to answere me or simply ignoring me so I headed back into my room staring at myself in the mirror
My shoulder length blond hair with a few pink stripes my icy blue eyes
I admire my fit build and hourglass figure although I wish my boobs were bigger than a B-cup I got a good ass atleast.

I smelled jorkshine tea from the kitchen so I decided to head to the kitchen I grab some toast and bacon with my tea and head to the living room enjoying my breakfast in peach vibing to some punk rock music videos.

I put my plate in the dishwasher and walk to my mother

Mom can I go out ?

Avi where u wanna go to

Mom plz
I wanna go to my brothers grave

I could see how my mom flicker her eyes trying to hold back tears

Avi just be careful and you must be back in a while I have to get our passports and stuff
Remember you have to babysit vee also

Pack?

I told you already we are moving to New York in a month time

I rolled my eyes at her and storm to my room
And I got shouted at

Avril just because u are 16 don't think your an adult I make the rules here !!!!!!!!

I got dressed in a crop top and shorts with a hoodie and sneakers.

As I made it out vee stands in front of my door
She was a younger version of myself except she had my mom forest green eyes while I had my dad icy blue eye and she didn't have pink stripes in her hair she is 10yo.

Avi can u play Minecraft with me ?

Not now vee I have to go!!

As I made it outside to a sunny day in London which is very rare I rush down the street to the train stop.

I got on the electrical train put my air pods in and listen to some music as I await my destination.

I made it out of the train station and headed down the street to a flower shop and purchased some red roses with daisies
Andy always use to put those in my hair when we were little.

I made it into the cementary I fell to my knees and put the flowers and daisies down and started crying while talking to my dead brother

Andy i j-ust fucking miss u okay?
I wish I can talk to someone !
I think I may be depressed
I know its been almost two years since you past away
But my pain never gets easier

I feel someone hand on my should I quickly turn around seeing Nathan , Nathan was my brother childhood friend and the drummer to the band they were in black horizon.
Nathan was skinny he had this soulless yet beautiful grey eyes with long black hair he was abt my length 5ft5 with a snake bites and a nose ring.