Poems

THE PAIN BEHIND THE INSPIRATION

I am afraid to fall

For someone who haven't know me at all

But how can I say NO?

If my heart,my mind keeps on doing so

Staring at distance

Hoping his eyes will meet mine even a glance

Thinking of him a mile

Secretly caring at him everytime

But everytime he smile

I know that could never ever be mine

But still my heart and mind

Is dreaming of that he will hold my hand

I'm a loser in love

But he is my big reward to strive

Do I need to work hard

To be able to win his heart and mind?

Oh God can he be mine?

And can he be with me all of the time?

Can I take his full heart?

For me to have a beautiful art

I know these are just dreams

Yet I would rather want to be with him

Even in fantasy

I don' t care as long as his with me

No one can stop me

From fully admiring someone like him

Eventhough it's like darkness

That you will never ever love me back

Don't know how to pretend

That I do not even care about him

Even when no one believe

I know someday we can be together

My mind keeps on saying forget him

But my heart keeps on pounding do not

Would it be best to just move on

Or would it be best to keep him?

I don't want to get hurt

Don't want to be broken into pieces

But if I wouldn't try

I will truly regret the chances of time