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I'm sorry I haven't been posting I was on Holiday and I have had no motivation I'm sorry but I hope this chapter makes up for it 🙏🏼

Tsireyas pov:
As I walked through the crowds I saw lo'ak on the ground his body was full of scratches and there was blood my mother was there trying to patch him up I ran up to him and a kneeled down “LO'AK” i shouted his eyes were shut closed very tightly since he was in pain “lo'ak your going to be ok I promise just stay with me please, please ”i grabbed onto his hand tightly he slowly opened his eyes “tsireya?”he said “yes yes it me!”i said panicking he then put his hand on my cheek “i lo-” he didn't get to finish I say one tear drop falling from his eyes “lo'ak? Lo'ak? Come on answer me please, please come on I know your still here this isn't funny no no no no lo'ak please ” I said while holding both of my hands to my chest I started screaming so loud that the whole village could hear me I felt my heart shatter slowly then I put my head against his chest sobbing my mother tried pulling me away but I refused and tried to hold onto him until she dragged me by the hair “what is going on? Why are you so upset about him dying he's a freak a terrible child always getting into trouble and now look what he has gotten him self into-”she started to say more and more about him I couldn't hold it in anymore “HES MY BOYFRIEND and he isn't a freak you don't even know him mom he is so kind and sweet and is  this is not his fault this was all aonungs fault, yes your own son , you will never understand how much I loved lo'ak, he understood me mom the only person I trusted the only person I can tell anything and the only person I can be myself around and aonung took him from me he was only trying to apologise to aonung about the fight when it wasn't even his fault aonung and his friends were picking on Kiri what else do you think lo'ak is going to do and I don't care if you don't like me and Lo'ak together because I won't leave him and you will have to deal with it ” I said tears still falling from my eyes “you are a disappointm-” she said “I DON'T CARE MOM , I DON'T CARE, just leave me alone” I said running off back to where lo'ak was but I was stopped by neteyam “tsireya he is going to be ok he just needs to rest a little ” he said trying not to make any eye contact with me “are you sure he doesn't look alright can I just go see him” I said while trying to get loose of neteyams grip but I couldn't I got told to go back to my pod and get some rest and I would be able to visit him tomorrow
When I got home I saw aonung Infront of me he was about to say something until I stopped him “dont even say anything aonung this is all your fault how could you I thought you were better and you knew how much I liked him why why aonung why would you do this?” I said while tears flooding my eyes “i-” he said “ you what huh you what? You know what I don't even want to know just leave me alone I walked into my room and slammed the door shut and locked it (let's just pretend they have their own rooms with locks)  I sat on my bed holding my legs tightly to my chest I was overthinking so much I stayed like that for hours until I finally fell asleep I woke up the next morning I look at myself in the mirror I looked terrible my eyes were so puffed up I have never seen myself like this ever I got ready I didn't even have breakfast I went straight to the sullys pod I knocked on the door and neytiri opened the door and she said “ oh dear are you alright?” she said “im ok ” I said trying to put on a fake smile but I knew that neytiri could see me shaking and eyes tearing up “can I see him?” I asked “she moved away from the door to let me in I walked in to see I'm layed down on the floor neytiri put her hand on my shoulder “i have got to go now I will leave you with him ” she said “ok” I replied then she left I kneeled down and put my hand on his cheek “oh lo'ak I hope you wake up soon I'm so sorry just please come back I can't live alone without you we were planning our future having our own little family but if you leave them that won't happen just please ” I said as I cried and held his hand praying to eywa that he will wake up soon i was really tired so layed down on the floor next to him while talking to him as if he could hear me but I fell asleep

Again I'm actually very sorry I haven't posted to whoever reads this I will try post more but I just never have motivation but I hope you like this chapter idk if any of it actually makes sense because my stories don't make sense I think but hopefully it does