My Dear Impossible Love

13:Hole In My Heart

I write to heal wounds, but do I really improve or do I keep thinking about the same thing?
Some weeks ago I was afraid of never talk to you again.
Now I still have those thoughts but I've gotten used to it.

I've got a hole on my heart since The last time I talked with you.
I Wrote songs about you and you will never read them.
Did I forget you or am I really kidding myself?
I have a hole in my heart since the last time I talked with you.
I remember that I couldn't bear the idea of having you as a friend.
To be just friends.

I don't need you but I want to know
how are you being more than friends.
Because I should write about other things but nevertheless I keep writing to you.
It sinks me but at the same time I can't stop.
I need to expel all those thoughts.

I've got a hole on my heart since The last time I talked with you.
I Wrote songs about you and you will never read them.
Did I forget you or am I really kidding myself?
I have a hole in my heart since the last time I talked with you.
I remember that I couldn't bear the idea of having you as a friend.
To be just friends.

In the end I did not know what was your taste.
I kept the facade that everyone sees of you.
I could never dance with you or look at the moon with you, or talk until dawn.
And do what is done in the typical romcom movies.
No matter how much I dreamed it
it never came true.

I've got a hole on my heart since The last time I talked with you.
I Wrote songs about you and you will never read them.
Did I forget you or am I really kidding myself?
I have a hole in my heart since the last time I talked with you.
I remember that I couldn't bear the idea of having you as a friend.
To be just friends.