poems

THE LOST SCREAM

Ok now quick disclaimer: I wrote this and sorry for any spelling mistakes and it's not done yet but I am really proud of myself because I did the main big part in just one class 🥳 and my birthday is coming up so I'm sorry if this takes a while but anyway let's get going LEGO

This is a poem, well what else would it be but unlike the rest being of joy or a lesson, this will be about something that some go through, some lie about goesing through, can you guess what it is? It's bullying. Teachers go rants about how it's bad but how many times has a teacher helped? How many times have a teacher tooken my word and helped me? Well never really, only about once or twice, and there was another but I still got in trouble for protecting myself from getting hit, everytime I would be the one in the great scary place were my parents would judge me for what 'I' did and it was never asked why? I was still the person who needed to be sad and my parents still don't want me to be depressed or sad, I can't remember a time with them were I was happy, unlike them tricking me to smile and then call it a day, telling me it was them getting me ready for the real world, I just needed a mother who would understand that I'm not normal or that I need a good hug, or a father who would push me off when I try to talk, or just someone to love me, like the type of motherly love my my friends get, to be comfortable in my home, to be comfortable with loving the same gender without feeling like they would make me end it or the fear of them finding out, but this poem is not about that, it's about what happened that no one other then I know about, then let's get back on track, hmm let's start with two big things that I got in trouble for when I did nothing.    1.the tree

So when I was little there was big Tree in my kindergarten and my 'friends' had made a game of hide-and-seek, fun right well not for me because they kept changing the rules to were I would get caught, they said that I could only hide in green places, and to not lose them as friends I did as I was told and they found me, they told me to find them in only places that had pink, I didn't find them. They said to hide in places with trees, they found me. Then I tried telling them it felt unfair, they did nothing but make fun of me and made me cry, heh I bearly do that anymore but anyway I went to a teacher. She walked with me and talked to them..... They said I was making the rules unfair, they said I bit one of them and they were scared of me, the  I sent to the principals office and my parents yelled at me at home, the next day we were playing a game of truth or dare and I picked dare, they dared me to climb one of the tallest tree and to jump off head first, I did as I was told I started to climb but one of the teachers saw me climbing and yelled at me so I climbed down and I wasn't that far on it cause I just started climbing, but I got yelled at and didn't tell them why I tried to climb the tree.

2. The rocks

So this takes place at check out time and yes I was still in kindergarten so I was holding my dad's hand so I would try and play with the others and one of my 'friends' ran at me and pushed me down witch would have been fine just we were on concrete and it had little rocks on it and I fell right on it and my head started to bleed and all my friends could do was laugh at me for falling but I was in pain and my dad brought me to the bathroom and washed the blood off of my head and then he found little rocks in my head but he got them out and there was no bad damage, so I was fine but I realized I couldn't touch my toes again, and my back was slanted heh so ✧⁺⸜(●˙▾˙●)⸝⁺✧ʸᵃʸ.

Ok so that's all I got I'll make a part two if this gets to 3 votes so ya but anyway hope your doing alright and remember your loved no matter what happens weither or what you do so bye for now my lovely beautiful star's ❤🫂🧡💜🐼