poems

loneliness

Loneliness. As it hurts to realize that your alone but it hurts even more to realize no one ever sees it and then they talk a storm about how they want you to be there when their lonely but....their never there for you and then it's all about how they feel and when they ask you if your ok and you say that your amazing and couldn't be happier cause you don't want to seem weak, like you can't handle something cause that means they can't trust you cause their to scared that it'll be to much for you but....when you don't pick up on them being sad then your terrible, stupid cause you couldn't even realize that their sad and that you just messed up in the head cause you should know this already but.....where should you draw the line. Where should you know that it's not your fault, when is it ok that your sad, when are you not selfish, huh how come we are being told in our heads that we're the bad guy when no one has ever told us that huh why are we the monster in the story when we've never done anything wrong when was it our fault for how we feel? When did we think that our feelings didn't matter that others would think we're weak, when they probably think that we're the strongest person on earth cause we say we're fine but that is real weakness when you think your being strong for hiding how you feel. That's real weakness cause you think that others think that your nothing cause you can't help everyone when you were not put on this earth to be the big, unstoppable, brave person and that you had no flaws cause we all have them your not a robot ok you were not programmed to be perfect ok you have flaws everyone has them, no perfect soul is out there ok, when has anyone told you this because no one thing is perfect yea maybe a painting but even then nothing is truly perfect.