Stolen Heart

"Back to the moment, the very start, from the very first day you had my heart

A/n *warning* There is some sexual content & rape scene in this chapter. 

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JPOV

I never quite understood why I did it. I could blame it on being a wolf, but I know that just isn't true. The fact is... it's me. I inflicted all of that pain and hatred onto the girl I love. I killed her inside and out, and I'd murdered my life long friend, and her father, Charlie.

It was if I was trapped inside my own body, with no escape. There was just the anger, boiling away constantly, and seemed to me, my only cry for help. Of course I'd screamed. I'd screamed, and cried and yelled. But no one was there to hear me, I was so afraid - so alone.

When I first met Bella, it was like the light had come to my life. It was the awakening of my long ago childhood. The beginning of something new, something beautiful. Her eyes made me melt inside, and I knew, almost straight away, that this was it.

She was the one.

From that day onwards, Bella was the pinpoint to my life, the centre to my world. Where she went, I went; Charlie had said we were like a set of magnets.

As the time went by, the sparks of our relationship exploded louder then any normal firework. I'd never experienced this form of love, and in some ways it was very intimidating. But we embraced it, oblivious of the consequences this would have on our future.

The final days before I changed, was the peak of our romance.

We were so happy and so carefree, and so, so in love.

But at the age of 16, I became part of the Quillette wolf pack.

Then came the downfall.

Imprinting on Bella was the worst thing that ever happened.

I was lying on my bed staring intently at the ceiling. My breathing was shallow and raspy. I felt so different, as if the real Jacob had died and become someone with a personality of steel. I couldn't believe it, couldn't bring myself to face the fact that things will never be the same. My newly sensitive ears suddenly heard petit footsteps coming towards my front door. My heart started to thump much harder when I heard someone rapping their knuckles on the door.

"Jake, honey it's Bella! I thought we were meeting up today? Is everything okay? Jacob?"

"Just leave me alone." I was surprised at the harshness of my tone. It connoted an unbreakable kind of rock.

"Jakey, what's the matter? Oh god what's happened? I'm coming in honey." She called, her voice became more panicked.

"No! No don't! I shouted. But it was too late. I could hear the door closing behind her. I sat up in a quick motion, and pulled my aching body out of bed.

"Jacob?" She whispered cautiously. I could feel in my veins what was about to happen. My legs carried me into the front hall, without any of my controlled. Don't look at her Jake, it can only happen when you meet her eyes, or if she touches you. I heard her gasp, making my heart ache to comfort her.

"Jacob! You look so different! Your hair, it's so short! Where's your shirt? And what in God's name is that tattoo?" She sounded afraid as the questions tumbled out of her mouth, which only made the ache in my heart grow.

"I just decided I needed... That I wanted a change." I replied stiffly. She hesitated.

"Oh...Well, it's certainly different... But as long as you're alright, you got me really worried for a second!" I could almost feel her cautious smile. I decided not to respond.

"Why won't you look at me, Jacob please, what have I done wrong?" As she said this, she lean forward, and placed her hand on my bare shoulder.

And it triggered off just like that.

My head snapped up, and I searched for her eyes hungrily.

"Jacob what's..." She began. But before she could continue, I slammed her against the wall, and pressed my self against her body. I began to kiss her all over her face and down her neck.

"Jacob, please, stop!" She tried to push me away, but I had almost ten times the strength she had. My eyes never left hers. As we were young, we'd never gone further than kissing, but my instincts hid the fear in her eyes away from me.

"Isabella, Isabella, Isabella." I whispered over and over, as I tore her clothes off her skin. I pulled her into my bedroom, and flung her onto my bed, gagging her with a scarf in the process. My tongue slid down her stomach, whilst my hands pummelled her breasts. It was like I wasn't inside my body anymore, I was just a wolf, attacking its helpless pray. I pulled her legs apart and yanked off my shorts. My shaft sprang free. I knew I was large, and Bella's first experience was not going to be gentle. But I wasn't thinking about that, all I could think of was the need to be connected with her, inside of her. Her eyes widened when she saw me, and began to violently shake her head. I ignored that, and thrust into her agressivley. Her scream was piercing, even through the scarf. I began to pound her, to mark her. I the blood vessels in her eyes popped at the strain, her nostrils flaring desperately for air. Then it was over, as quick as that. She stared at me, like she'd just lost her entire future in those last few moments. And the truth was, she had.

Nothing was ever the same after that experience. But this was the past, and although the past was traumatising, reality consisted of just pure terror.

Pain pummelled through my body, like a bass drum. Each thud of my desperate heart, created a new explosion of excruciating agony. Remembering the day of my imprint, made things a lot worse. I was on the sofa, Billy sat beside me just watching, just waiting. I kept my eyes on the ceiling, as I screamed. My screams were a sharp reminder of Bella's when I imprinted. It was almost Friday. Friday was not only the last day of my life, it was also my first as the alpha. It will be my final chance to accomplish the only thing I had to do.

I had to kill the Cullens.

It would show Bella how much I truly loved her and it will give me a satisfactory last breath. When I'd explained this to Billy between screams, he'd called me demented. Inhuman, a monster. I'd laughed in response. He said I deserved to die.

I agreed.

I'd very quickly come to terms that I was dying. In a way I was glad my existence would soon be over. I was only so very angry because of the reason as to why I was dying. I was dying for a load of bloodsuckers.

I would not lower myself to such a level.

Bella would be sad when she woke up, so I decided to order her changing body to be killed too. That would speed up the process of my death too. I will tell my pack to kill Edward first. It was vital he died.

*** Friday ***

The time had come. I was finally the Alpha. Normally there would be a ritual to fancy the whole thing up a little, but due to the circumstances, nothing of the sort happened. I gazed out at the window, watching the stars fade away and the sun begin to rise. I will never see the stars again.

The pack were assembled around me in human form. Seth was sobbing. Sam looked at me pleadingly.

"Don't make us do this Jacob, please? If you ever considered us your brothers and sister, then you wouldn't do this to us, or even worse Bella." I shook my head.

"I am sorry you all have to do this, but I have to do this." I whispered, before yelling at another storm of pain. Then I closed my eyes, and searched for the Alpha male inside of me. I felt and reached for it, and then all of a sudden I was holding it. It felt like I was towering above the world, I felt so powerful, so strong. My voice rang out in a low boom.

"I as, the new and rightfully place Alpha, command my pack to go to the Household of the Cullens. There, you will kill everything you find - including... Isabella Swan. It is most important that Edward is killed, and then Bella." Then I let go, and I felt myself returning to my body. I screamed as the pain flowed back into my veins. The pack had gone, Billy was sobbing in the corner.

I smiled. My time had come. But theirs had too.

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