HARD TO ADMIT | Haobin

chapter 3 : bus stop

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"oh" hanbin muttered "at least you know" he smiles as he gets his spoon. "you've moved on right?" he asked.

hao froze, has he? has he moved on? after Sleepless nights if him convincing himself that he has. and all that effort just to be back to square one.

"i have, dont worry"

"i was dumb and young, you understand" he said while smiling. "yeah, thats amazing in happy" hanbin said.

no he was not happy, he was regretting everything. but he wanted it didn't he? he wanted to get away from him, from hao.

no- let me reword that. his parents. his parents wanted him to distance himself from hao. he moved his parents he couldn't say no,

he was their perfect child after all.

"how's life? got a girlfriend?" hao asked with an boring tone. "it's fine, and no, i haven't"

"oh, really?" that shook hao, how could a man like him be single? he's everything a girl cpild everything asked for.

can cook, tall, charming, kind, generous, trustworthy, loyal and way more.

"yeah, thats not my sorta thing"

"so you're gay?" hao asked, wich hanbin snorted to. "why are you asking?"

"im just curiou-"

"do you still like me?" asked the latter.
zhang hao coughed. "what?"

"are you okay?" zhang hao asked "yeah im great"

"not physically, Mentally. are you sure you dont need help?"

"i dont?"

jui brought Ricky somewhere near, near enough time hearted the conversation.. well barely hear the conversation.

"he did nawt just asked that" jui was gagged, he hasnt been updated to what happened to the two.

but this was all he needed, he knew what happened.  all he needed was hao to confirm.

"let's go we are stopping this conversation" jui stated as he grabbed his tray with ricky trailing behind.

"you mother fucker you have the audacity to ask me that-!"

"oomph" jui slapped his hand over hao's mouth. "hi hanbin it's so nice to see you but I don't think he took his medicine so you can talk to him later"

jui smiled at younger.

hanbin tilted his head in confusion while jui signaled ricky. "yeah, you know after everything he's been ill.. mentally"
ricky says Wich makes hao's eyes widen trying to get jui's grip of his fucking face.

hanbin let out a chuckle "looks like he was the one who needed help" hanbin muttered.

"uh right, ill go, thanks for informing me. I was scared he might have ripped my skin off"

Hao panicked in a rush to prepare, he slept through all of his alarms. He shoved everything in his backpack and left. he thought waiting for the bus would be a waste of time, But he thought running school would be faster.

And that he did ,

No one was at the gate except for the guard, He tried to 'sneak' in. Until the guard stopped him.

Mr. choi stretched out his arm,

"listen kid, do you really think crawling won't let me be able to see you?" the guard said pulling him up from the ground