HARD TO ADMIT | Haobin

chapter 5 : fill your heart with me

"Kuan jui, what's wrong?"

"since when were you and hanbin that close? It's only been A DAY since he arrived" he says semi worried

"what?" Hao asks in confusion as the latter just deadpan him with a 'are you serious' looks and explained :

"were you lovestruck or something did you not notice that you two were holding hands" Kuan jui states

The older blushes at the thought of holding his hand. 'oh my God, there is something wrong with this man' Kuan jui thought as he brings the other to the park in the campus

"I can see that you are very not over him" Kuan jui was worried at that thought of the two of them, he didn't want the same thing to happen again.

"look, I'm just worried what if you get heartbroken again. And didn't you tell me you're over him? Doesn't seem like it"

"I never said I was over, over him" Hao says as he tries to calm down. "and yes I know you're worried, it's just, I don't know

He keeps crossing my mind and now that he's actually here.."

"it's complicated, isn't it?" Kuan jui added

"mhm" Zhang Hao confirms, they both sat down on the bench, while he was resting his head on the blondes shoulder

"listen, if you think that you can work what ever is going on with the both of you I support it." Kuan jui assures the other Hao just gave a nod in return

"no problem, but you gotta return the favor" the latter jokes"i will, i will, I learned my lesson"

"Oh yeah? Who'd you Learn it from?" the two joked around

'Kuan jui has always been with Hao from the very start, they've been friends since who knows? But basically Kuan jui was there even before hanbin.

He was there when Hao needed him the most, and Hao was there when Kuan jui needed him'

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Ever since that day they got less awkward, whenever they meet in the corridors they bow or smile at e/o Wich was progress, for the two.

Hanbin woke up early, looking like a mess as usual. While he was doing his routine He heard a notification from his phone, It was Instagram. Surprisingly that certain person was awake at 5 in the morning.

'zhngh.ao followed you'

'Zhang Hao, awake at 5? Let's see' he thought as he paused what he was doing to stalk the other.

He scrolled through his pictures giggling at almost everything he saw, little did he know Zhang hao was doing the exact same thing laughing his ass of from the things hanbin posted

Sometimes blushing..and saving all the pictures the other posted, the older also went through the others music recommendations, finding out half of the songs that he recommended were songs that Hao told him to listen to way back. the korean got a notification that Zhang Hao like 2 of his pictures

( if you're wondering what those pics look like it's the cover of this ff!)

He chuckles at the thought that maybe the other found him good looking, or attractive. He always wanted to know what the other thought of him.

He likes a few post from the other to return the favor and continue to get ready, he soon goes to the bus stop, plugging his earphones in while waiting for the bus

Soon the bus arrived and he hopped on scanning his card and continued finding and empty seat Wich was on the left window side. He placed his bag on the seat beside him. He slid the window open and closed his eyes letting the air in