Hands On Me || Namjoon ff

3- Common Knowledge

"Good Character is property . It is the noblest of all possessions."

- Samuel Smiles

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You have to admit , that charming guy from earlier has left quite an impression in your mind.

You actually never had the time to think about men or dating life .

Ever since long time ago, men have only appeared greedy , naive and mean to you.

But this one experience was somewhat thrilling .

According to your experience, if it was some man other than him, he would've used violence and threats to take that information out of you .

But he was just so...

Polite....

Ever since you've been in this business, you've encountered many men. Even slept with some of them .

But never fell for any , never gratified from any...

At this point , you practically never dated, never fell in love , never had a crush .

The memory from five years ago is still vivid and fresh in your mind.

"Why not be a sugar baby ? Both money and men will be at your feet !" Your friend , Jisoo had asked.

"That's not the type of life I wanna live .." you had shaken your head in negation .

"You wanna die a virgin? Come on, Y/N!" She had teased.

"There's no meaning in what you desire Jisoo! No sense of value..." you had tried to explain yourself .

"Don't act like a saint! Who doesn't wants to have sex? Hmm? I bet most people think about it all the time!" She had blurted .

"I never said that . What I'm trying to say is that sex without affection and love is meaningless ! Believe me or not ... I may be still a virgin but if I ever fall in love , I can be the most shameless person on the earth to exist !" You had stated.

As the flash back ended in your head , you wondered if you'll ever become interested in men.

Obviously not any time soon....

You just desire to live a normal life , with a normal job to do . And talking of it, that time is not too far away.

Gladly, you get in your jeans and tank top and run towards your work place .

Black labels....

Happy that your contract is ending in a few weeks, five years long contract is finally coming to an end.

Then you can actually work as a waitress and let your brother see you off at work . You can wander about without the fear of being caught or being called a whore .

You can do whatever the fuck you want !

Stanley walks down the stairs from his bedroom, dressed in a cardigan and grey pants .

He arches an eyebrow after seeing the excited look on your face .

"What's making you smile early in the morning?" He ask you .

"Nothing really, I just wanted to remind you that my contract ends in three weeks!" You blurt out happily, you can already feel the joyous tears filling your eyes.

"About that..." he mumbled and speaks after making his way down the rest of the stairs .

"Five years have passed actually!" He wonders not believing .