secrets (Dr strange x M reader)

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Strange and you have been friends for what it seems to be decades now. You shared laughter, confusion, pain , euphoria, anger all the feelings one can know with eachother. No thought has gone unspoken , no worry undiscussed. or atleast thats what you thought.


 you were sitting on the couch with tony , listening to peter rant about his little girlfriend for the 3rd time now. All the attempts to change the topic? well what do you think? ofc they failed. "her gorgeous eyes" this "her sweet smile" that. Even though you guys were annoyed and extremely bored, you did admire the love he shared with that girl. So pure, honest and welcoming. Thinking about this bond made you drift into your own thougths once again overthinking your actions. Have you upset him? Is he mad at you? or wait.. is Stevie in pain? a soft smile grew on your face. "stevie" . you gave him that nickname a long time ago. at first he was annoyed everytime you mocked him using that name. Now, you think, hes gotten used to it. 

"I heard my name" stephen said, pulling you out of your thoughts. "Hey!! I told you not to always read my mind!" you said, to which he only smirked. he sat down next to you asking what this whole peter-rant-thing was all about, and explaining this led to talking about other things, and laughing with eachother like you always did. Even though it felt normal, deep down, it was special to you,  you havent had conversations like this in a long time. Tony went to his room a while ago and peter had a date with MJ. so it was just the two of you left. "Hey, may I ask you a question Stevie?" you said still debating in your head if you should ask him. "sure..?" He replied a little skeptical, but before you could start to overthink his tone and his facial gestures you just asked. you couldnt keep on worrying about your bestfriend like this. "Soo Ive been wondering, why youre so avoidant lately, we barely talk anymore, and when I mention it you change the topic. I worry about you, we are friends afterall right?" Suddenly the steel blue eyes that had just been there staring at you, turned away in what feels like shame. but why would he be ashamed? why is he avoiding your eyes?

just before you could say anything, he straightend himself up, and plainly said "I uhh I have to go, wong needs my help at the sanctum" and there he was, gone, the portal just closed and you sat there in the intimidating quietness left all alone by yourself. 


Stevies Pov:

Ohh fuckkk why did I just leave him like this. I mean he knows that wong isnt here, plus now Im alone . But atleast i dont have to face him now. God i dont know how much longer I can keep doing this, i dont wanna hurt him but i know that i am and its killing me


back to y/n's Pov:


shortly after the portal closed, there behind the wall i could see a small figure hiding. "Tony I can see you, no need to hide." you said as a smile crept up to your face.

"yes yes im sorry i just didnt wanna disturb you and the wizard, seemed like you finally talked about it."

"Wait, you noticed too??"

"Ofc I did , how can you not notice the tension between you too, everyone knows, even thor and loki. and you know that they dont really spend alot of time here."

you keep listening eager to find out what apparently everyone but you was noticing.


"It all started with him suddenly not being able to look into your eyes, but everytime he did he got lost in them, and then he disappeared. he avoids sitting next to you, and when he does, he doesnt let loose,  and just sits there all stiff and uncomfortable. but we havent managed to get a word with him, he only opens up to you afterall."

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