3am (Eminem / Slim Shady Fanfic)

4. Kill You

Marshall's P.O.V.

I told her not to run. I motherfucking told her!!

I had said to her that imma let her go at the end of this thing, and what does she do?! Try and escape anyway, no to mention, try a manipulate me with sex first like I'm a goddamn fool. Now see, that's my I don't trust no female, them bitches always lie, I swear to fuck!

"Keep fucking still, Robyn!!" I bark as she struggles against me. She is very fucking stubborn, and I always knew that. Had been this way since the first fucking day we've met.

"Nooooo!!" This girl lets out. Her open palm flies towards my face and I catch it, squeezing her wrist harshly in my hand. Don't know why she even tries to fight, to be honest. I'm obviously stronger and she can't win. Then again, I always knew this about her.

"Yooooooo, I fucking love this, Marshall!! I can see why you had kept this slut around for as long as you had. Can see why you spent so much energy tryna hide her from me too," Shady whispers in my ear and I stall, blinking a few times.

Shady rarely actually speaks to me during the day.

That motherfucker usually spends this time hibernating, preparing for when he does come out after 3am.

That being said, at times he does spy on my every day life. Which is exactly why I used to put all of my mental energy from concealing Robyn's face from him, that's how I made sure he ain't never actually went after her once he took over my body, cause he never even knew what she actually looked like, you know what I'm saying? I had always liked this girl enough to at least TRY to protect her from him.

And now the dumb chick has ruined it all by coming to my place after 3am, even though I've always specifically told her not to, yo, just cause she had some weird ass shitty idea in her brain that this whole time I was cheating on her.

Like bitch, when would I even get the time to do the whole cheating thing, but hey, that's what this girl thought, apparently.

Now, Shady knows all about her.

And she knows all about me.

And I have no idea at all how to protect her from him anymore.

"Shut the fuck up, Shady!!" I say as sternly as I can inside of my head.

"Yo, FUCKING STAND STILL!!" I bark out loud at Robyn in the meantime, and her whole body stiffens up.

"I'm sorry baby," I immediately mutter, wrapping my arms around her. She stands like a statue now, but doesn't say anything.

She's scared of me...

Fuck me, this ain't what I had wanted at all. I don't want for my girl to be scared of me, I love her...

Still gotta do what I gotta do though.

"Marshall, please don't tie me up again!!" Robyn exclaims, struggling against me again.

"Sorry, baby," I reply gravely, locking the handcuffs in place. "I did tell you not to try anything, and what you do? You fucking try some fucking trick on me like you think I'm stupid, Robyn! Is that what it is, girl? DO YA THINK I'M FUCKING STUPID?!"

My voice raises involuntarily and I flinch.

Shady practically cackles inside of my head.

I swear to fuck man, I want to rip my whole brain out!

"This isn't like the Marshall I know. The Marshall I know, my boyfriend, he never used to yell at me like that... not to mention, act like that!!" Robyn cries out.